During That Search

Chapter 9: Made In The A.M.

Bella's POV

I was shaking and my tongue felt as if it never existed in it's place, and I don't like this. I want to end this and just because it's my sister's favour. I'll just say yes, because she knows what's best for me. She loves me and she wouldn't want to see me hurt, right?

"I-i ..." I stuttered trembling, but then I shot up. "No! I don't want this marriage. I was forced. I don't want to." I blabbered and ran away towards the door. I could hear my sister's voice calling me back and I could see George stopping her from following me, so I continued running to my hotel room and locked it. Leaning against the white door, I slid down crying and hugging myself tightly. This is so wrong, but it feels so right. I can't do this, it's hard on me. A knock on the door stradles me and I jump in fear.

"Bella, please open." I heard George's deep voice, but I could tell the emotions it holds. Guilt.

"N-no! I don't w-want." I stuttered from behind the door, not able to stop the tears cascading down my cheeks along with my ruinned makeup.

"I will not force you on anything, I promise."

I didn't wait second as those words left his mouth and ran to the door, opening it a little just so George could get in. Just as he slipped to the room, I locked the door twice and went back to sobbing. George didn't spare a minute and was quick to hold me in his arms and rub my back soothingly. I'm glad he came!

"Shh ...No need to cry. You just do whatever you want, okay? Don't think about it a lot."

"But what about her? I can't do this to her." I mumbled, thoughts filling my mind. I never felt to weak or hurt as much as I do now, and I'm not sure why exaclty. I'm not sure if it's for the fact that I am, more like was, getting married to someone I don't love, hell or even know him in person; or the fact that it was my wedding and I didn't have my parents there with me; or the fact that I am hurting my sister by following my heart instead of my mind. As much as I hate to say this, but even if my parents were here and forcing me to get married I wouldn't. I want to get married like normal people; I want to fall in love and get married, not vice versa. Those who tell you over years you'll fall in love are wrong, it may work but not always. I haven't realised my hands clenching to George's shirt, which is soaked with my tears, until he grabbed my hands in his.

"Calm down, okay?" He smiled and it drove me crazy. How do you want me to calm down when shit is going down? Why are you smiling as if everything is okay? Nothing is okay.

But all I actually say is, "Why?"

"What's why Bella? Do you want to get married?" He asked and I just shook my head. He continued, "Good. Now just listen to my instructions. I will help you run away." Just as those words leave his lips, my eyes widen. Run away? Oh my God, this man is ...

"Just wait." He walks to the window and slightly opens it. "C'mon." He hushed slightly motioning me to walk over.

"WHA-" I started freaking out but his hand flew to my mouth, to shut me up.

"You stupid? Just get from this way quickly." He whisper-yelled, and then I heard mad knocks on the door. Seriously, I wonder how it still didn't break.

With my fear taking control of my body, I jumped out of the window to the small balcony along the other hotel rooms.

George's POV

"Where is she?" One of the men barked in my face and I backed a little to get out of the way of his spit. Dude, you're disgusting!

"Are you blind? Can't you see? She is NOT here. I am just like you,clueless. " I shot a dagger towards him, faking my anger and clenching my hands dramatically.

"You didn't know how to raise a little girl? Such a loser." He laughed.

"No, stupidhead! I knew how to raise her, and it was a great job. I won't waste it on animals like you." I smirked and crossed my arms over my chest, in ya face bastard! ;)

I heard someone gasp, and when I realised who it is, I quickly straightened my posture and stood well. I should look like the father not the cool little guy.

"How could speak like that to someone who will be protecting Bella her whole life?" She asked walking towards me, disappointment filling her eyes. But before I could say anything, she turned to face the bunch of mad people and said, "No worries. I will fix everything! This wedding has started and we should end it. I promise. Just give me time and-"

"We have no time to waste! BRING BACK BELLA OR WE WILL MAKE YOU REGRET EVERYTHING." A shrew-like woman screamed and I am really glad I could say I still have a functioning pair of ears!

"Just get out!" I glare at her, and then turn my gaze to the rest. "The girl said she doesn't want this wedding, then just leave."

"You make it seem like it's a piece of cake." The father of the groom laughed.

"Never in your wildest dreams! We will bring her back if you can't." A little guy, who I assumed is the brother, spoke out amd everyone cheered for him. Before we could stop them, they march out of the room and Martina broke down in tears.

I can't take this, too much crying today. It really hurts me and annoys me, we were always the happy family. I never saw Bella that serious and hurt, she is always the happy-go-lucky one; so seeing her like that was reallt shocking. And now my beautiful wife is infront if me crying, with her smeared mascara running down her cheeks. I know she has always been the emotional one, but those tears are not worth a thing!

"Baby, come here." I grabbed her arm, gently pulling her towards me.

"Don't cry please. If you cry, I will cry as well. I promise everything will be fine, Tina." I smiled at the name, which caused her to wrap her arms around my neck and bury her head there. But I could still hear her soft cries, so I continued, "Bella is grown enough to know what's right and what's not, yeah? I told you it was a mistake doing this to her, you will hurt her more instead of helping. Didn't you think about how she'll feel when she goes down there? People are always criticising her because she lived in NYC and they stare at her like some alien. She has no friends yet. Her parents are not here to stand by her side. I know we are there, but we and her, know that we are not the parents. We can't be. We are like her older sister or brother, right? You didn't see how broken she was, baby. It was really bad and I felt really guilty for not telling her when I found out about it. Please just think of what will make her happy, not what will make us happy." I whispered, holding her tightly but she said nothing. So, I just pulled away, and to assure her everything will be okay, I pressed my lips to hers softly.

Everything will be okay! ;)

A/N:

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