I'm In Love With My Brother's Best Friend ⇻ Levi Jones The Tide Fan Fiction

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So life sucks.

I know i said that the hate didn't bother me but it really was getting to me at the moment.

I haven't left my room for 3 days and within that time Ive barely eaten and i haven't spoken to anyone!

It's times like this that its probably good that I have such an amazing brother and boyfriend that I can talk to, but at the same time I had no motivation to do literally anything

The only things I've done over the past few days is lay in bed, sleep, cry and try so hard not to self harm but fail.

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This was the first time the boys were all hanging out here since I'd started ignoring the world and I really wanted to see Levi but at the same time I didn't want him to see me.

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"please Unlock the door" I heard Nate's voice

"C'mon Rhy. I'm being serious" he said but I still tried to ignore him

"Rhylee. Open the door" he got more serious and so I gave in and opened it

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"What's wrong?" He asked

"Nothing. Don't worry" I said

"How can I not worry? You're my baby sister. You've been locked in here for days" he said

"Fine I'll tell you but please don't tell anyone! Especially Levi" I said

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"You can't be serious. You're really going to break up with Levi?" Nate was shocked

"It's the only way the hate will stop" I admitted almost in tears

"You can't. You two are amazing for each other besides he cares for you, he'll help you through this" Nate said

"Don't get me wrong I love him to bits but the hate is literally killing me" I said

"At least talk to him before you break up"

"Fine I'll go talk to him now" I said as we went downstairs

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"Where's Levi?" I asked Drew and Austin

"He said his mum messages him and he needs to go home for some family thing" Austin explained

"I'm just gonna go back to my bed" I said locking myself back into my room dreading the next time I see Levi

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It was like 3AM and Levi kept posting pictures on Instagram saying he couldn't sleep and then posted every song he was listening to and all seemed to be quite sad songs so I decided to text him

Me : hey

Levi 💕 : hey, why are you still awake?

Me : too busy thinking wby

Levi 💕 : same

Me : are you okay ? You're only listening to sad music

Levi 💕: honestly no I'm not okay but I'll be fine I guess

Me : cmon tell me what's wrong ?

Levi 💕 : I overheard you and Nate talking earlier

Me : I'm sorry

Levi 💕 : don't be. If it'll make you feel better it's okay

Me : no matter what happens between us can we always stay friends - please ?