From Rejection To Perfection

Chapter 17 [ Lies ]

Stars, hide your fires; let not light see my black and deep desires.

~ William Shakespeare, Macbeth.

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Shock

Guilt

Frustration

Fear

All theses emotions fill my trembling body.

Shock because I just found out that I was the beast and I am the person who killed Cindy and elder Jeremiah, I was the person who wrote those frightening notes.

Guilt because I have become a murderer, I killed two innocent werewolves, even when I went on missions with other PPA members I never killed a werewolf but now I've killed two.

Frustration because I didn't even know! I didn't know that I was the one killing and scaring everyone.

Fear because I don't know what's going to happen next, I'm not scared for me, I'm scared of me.

But then what about the girl in my dream?

Was it a dream or was it reality?

And the broken glass and the tapping on the window, what was that?

How did I not know killing werewolves?

I sigh softy in frustration before glancing behind my shoulder to make sure no one is close by. I quickly tear the page out of the book and stuff it in my jeans pocket.

"Did you find anything? " a curious, female voice asked from behind me. My eyes widen in fear, what if she saw me?

Uh oh.

I instantly rotate around towards the direction of the voice, whilst hiding the book behind my back.

"No, sorry" I apologize to the lady, who's name I still don't know.

"Not to be mean or anything but what's your name? " I add, trying to be as polite as possible.

"Oh, where are my manners? I am Sarah and you are? " she politely asks while smiling.

What happened to miss crabby pants?

I quint my eyes suspiciously before answering

" Angel" I reply wearily.

"What a beautiful name! " she exclaims.

"Okay. What the hell happened to her? " I ask, confused through the mind link.

"Hell if I know! She's acting so kind and caring all of a sudden when we, the rest of us are frantically searching for a book we know nothing about!" Luke states, clearly vexed at her sudden attitude change.

" Sarah is it this one? " we hear a muffled voice which I recognized as elder John's.

She sighs before shoutings back " I'm coming!" And twists around and walks to the other side of the room.

I breathe a sigh of relief.

That was close. Too close.

I walk to another direction with the book under my arm so I that it is hidden from sight. I look around to make sure no one is there or watching me and quickly hide the book under the sofa and walk to where Macey was looking.