i miss you - blink 182

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It's been a month.




It's been a month since Luke died.

They tried everything...They did everything that they could to save him but.....the bleeding in his brain was too much.

Ashton hasn't came out of his house since Luke passed.

Neither has Miranda .

Niall has tried to get her out but hasn't had any luck.

Harry hasn't spoken a word to me since what happened and it hurts.

It was partly my fault I know but harry was my person..

I didn't know Luke as long as the others have. I wish I did, but from what I did know, he was a great guy.

"Liv are you okay?"

I shake my head out of my thoughts and look up at Niall.

"Y-yeah I'm fine" I smile putting my hand on his shoulder.

"Liv you don't look fine" niall frowns at me.

"I'm fine, horan"

Niall had came over to my house since the others aren't in the mood and I don't think they will be in the mood for awhile.

"Are you sure?" He asks.

"I'm fine now shoosh I'm trying to watch the movie."

"You know you mumble when you think..when you are like really thinking hard about things." Niall chuckles."like just a bit ago"

"Oh really?" I let out a half hearted laugh " then what was I just thinking about?"

His face softens and he begins to rub my back.

"Luke..and the others..you're worried about them"

"Yeah...I am" I sigh " I just feel so bad for Ashton...I don't know what I would do if that would happen to-"

My eyes begin to fill with tears at the thought of not being able to hug or see harry anymore.

"He hates me!" I sob pushing my face into Niall's shoulder.

"Harry doesn't hate you" niall hums bringing me closer to his chest trying to comfort me.

I sniffle and look up at him.

"Thank you for coming over ni" I smile through the tears clouding my eyes.

"Thank you for letting me come over" Niall smiles.

"You don't think he hates me?"

"How could he hate you?" Niall lets out a breathy laugh."you are so un-hateable"

"Thanks ni" I giggle ad I sniffle.

After we finish the movie Niall decides to go to Miranda's and check on her.

Around 11:50 I decided I needed some ice cream.

All I could think about was how I'll never get harry back.

I grab the tub of icecream and spoon.

As soon as I open the lid and shove a huge spoonful in my mouth my doorbell ring.

I sigh and throw the spoon onto the counter.

I open the front door and my heart drops.

"H-Hey"

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