//j
a doctor walks over and shakes me lightly, gently calling, "sir. sir?"
i open my eyes, waking up from the worry-induced sleep. i blink away the tears and look up to him, nodding.
"mr. dun, your friend tyler is--"
my stomach turns, my face turning an angry red.
"--sir, it's okay. we stitched him up. he's awake and stable."
"oh thank god," i sigh in relief. "is it okay if i--can i--"
he laughs. "yes, you can go see him now."
//t
my eyes dart around the room, bouncing back and forth between the gray walls to the sterile-white curtains to the blinding hospital room lights. i try to distract myself from the possibility that josh won't want to see me.
why would he?
he's already had to drive me here.
i'm a freak. i wouldn't stay, either.
but the doctors tell me that he was crying and begging them to save him. i hope he doesn't think he's wasted his time, even though he has. i hope he thinks i'm worth it. i hope he knows he's worth it.
i hear the door open, but i'm still staring at the ceiling. then i hear a familiar voice--his voice.
"t ... tyler?" he says, his vocal cords quivering. i blink, the anxiety letting up, just a little. i feel a smile deep inside me. i breathe and look into his eyes.
"hi, josh."
he sits down, fidgeting a little bit, trying to hide; but right now, there's no sound to hide behind. it's quiet, but a peaceful quiet. he clears his throat.
"are you, um, are you okay?"
"yeah. yeah, i'm fine."
"god, i was worried."
"i was too."
more quiet.
"josh, thank you. for bringing me here."
he bites his lip, trying to figure out what to say. his face scrunches up a little. "if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have had to be here."
"what?"
"i don't know why i asked you about debby."
my heart stops at the mention, and i breathe out an 'oh'.
"tyler, i heard you say 'i love you'."
"i wasn't--it's not--"
"i love you too."
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drown.
Fanfictiontyler joseph and josh dun are just two regular high schoolers living in columbus, ohio. they know each other only from passing one another in the hallways ... until the night of august 25th, when josh stops tyler from jumping into the water. ⟨⟨ wa...