A pain in our world. [Kaulitz twins fan fiction]

I don't wanna talk to anyone.

(Author's note: This chapter will be short, and it will led into the next chapter)

 Ugh, it's the midle of the night. Trying to sleep  was terrible. I was constantly tossing and turning, sitting up right. I even had to start drawing. Even though I really wasn't dating Bill for a long time, I still got 'love attached' to him. Sometimes, I actually stopped, and thought about Bill... I really miss he was here.

I can't stand it anymore. I have to get out of here.

I keep getting calls from Ebony, Bill, Tom, even Georg and Gustav.

I didn't answer them. I don't feel like talking.

I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote, "i'm going to my favorite place. I'll be back later."

I threw my journal in my bag. I picked up my bag and went downstairs quietly.

I get up to the roof and sit down. I start writing in my journal and listen to Clinton Cave play his saxophone. He plays it so lovely. It really calms me down. <3

So I ask myself, "What now?"

(Author's note: Sorry this was really short, and you guys should look up Chase Atlantic on youtube, because they are amazing)