My Alpha Mate (ON HOLD)

Chapter Two

Brandon's POV
As I watched her beautiful blue eyes close my heart felt as if someone was squeezing my chest to the point were it was about to burst. I wouldn't mind dying if she died. I would have nothing to live for.

My Charlotte. My beautiful sweet Charlotte was lying unconscious in my arms and I was the cause of it. "Alpha I know it's hard, but you need to give her to me so we can start surgery immediately. If we don't she will die."

Just hearing him say that my beautiful mate would die made my wolf and I want to rip his head off, but I knew that he was right. So, I gently placed Charlotte on the rolling bed that the doctor had waiting for her.

As soon as I placed her down the doctors and nurses rushed straight to what I'm assuming was the the operation room. I stood there frozen before I slowly lowered myself in the waiting room chair.

I was tempted to go into her room to make sure she was ok, even though I knew she wasn't.... I was the reason she wasn't ok. The thought had been replaying in my head since I found out she was my mate, and no matter how hard I tried the thought made me break down.

I put my head in my hands as I sobbed. I don't even feel sorry for myself. I should rot in hell along with everyone else that hurt my beautiful Charlotte.

Even though I knew that I was the last person Charlotte should be around, I couldn't help but selfishly wish that once she wakes up she'll stay with me as my mate and rightful luna of our pack.

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THIRTEEN HOURS LATER
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I've been pacing back and forth for the last four hours. I've been asking, no begging, the moon goddess to let my mate be ok. Watching the tile floors pass by as I absentmindedly moved my feet helped me pass the time as I thought of Charlotte. I was snapped out of my trance at the sound of a door opening.

I look up to see the pack doctor that had talked to me when I brought my angel in.  As soon as we made eye contact my wolf took control. I had the doctor against the wall faster that he could scream.

"Were is she?! Is she ok? She made it through right?" When he didn't answer I slowly put him down. "Right?" I croaked out again barely above a whisper. "We were able to stabilize her." He said I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"But" he said. Of course there's always a 'but'. "Due to her exhausted state, the lack of food she has received, and not to mention the amount of abuse she has received in the last thirteen years of her life. She has slipped into a deadly coma."

My shoulders sagged "She'll wake up though? Won't she?" I asked tears building up in my eyes threatening to spill onto my cheeks. "She's a very strong young women. I know she'll fight. But, all we can do now is hope."

My shoulders slumped as tears built up in my eyes. "Can I see her?" I ask brokenly. "Of course Alpha. Just follow me."

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As I walked in her room the door closing behind me a strangled sob escaped me. There on the hospital bed laid my Charlotte.

She had tubes in her arms and down her throat. Her face was pale. Her hair was messy, and as I took her hand in mine it was as cold as ice, but she was still Charlotte. My beautiful angel. My innocent mate that didn't deserve any of this.

"I'm so sorry baby." I whispered tears dripped down my face as I looked at her. And even now as she laid there helplessly she looked beautiful. I was so stupid to ignore my feelings for her.

I loved her from the moment she accidentally came into our territory. She was only five and I, almost ten. I knew though. I knew I loved her, I wasn't stupid or naïve I was in love.

But, as I learned more about mates I became disgusted with myself. It was greatly frowned upon to be with anyone but your mate. And because, she was a rouge before she came to the pack everyone hated her.

I thought since she was disliked in the pack that there was no chance of her ever being my mate. So, to get rid of the strong feeling I felt towards her I began to bully her and eventually beat her.

For years it pained my wolf and I greatly to harm the one we loved. But, everything changed when my parents died when I was fifteen. They were my rock and without them I became numb.

I began to beat Charlotte with no remorse. I hated her for distracting me from the one person I should love, my mate. Never in a million years did I think that the little orphan rouge girl would be my mate.

The girl I loved for so many years but, buried it away due to my arrogance was my mate and, now I would pay for all of the years of torture I caused her.

Now my mate was lying in the hospital bed close to death. I loved her and she was my only hope of becoming whole again but, I ruined it. I ruined her.

"I swear to you when you wake up I will love you and treat you like the queen you are."

I kissed her softly on the forehead to seal my promise. I meant every word I said. Nobody would ever hurt her again. I would make sure of it. "I love you" I said confidently, because I did. I laid our hands on her stomach, and let exhaustion take over me.

Important A/N please read- Hope everyone enjoyed this chapter. I'm still not completely sure if I'm going to continue writing this. So if you want me to continue please vote, comment, or follow to show your support. Hope all of you lovely people had a good Christmas! :)