Love or hate me (Dan Howell x reader)

Chapter 2

His warm, chocolatey, brown eyes darted to each cut, then to each scar up my arm. He shoved the 2 letters into my hand and quickly walked off back into his apartment, you saw his mail and picked it up and slowly walked to his door. You quickly knocked and left the Mail on the floor before quickly walking into your own apartment. Tears fell across your cheekbones. "Aargh" you scream and hit the wall hard with your fists not caring who could hear. You rushed to the bathroom while hearing a faint knock on the door. You reached into your cupboard and grabbed the silver, glistening metal and slowly slid it across your skin getting deeper each time. This time the knocking was loud. Loud enough to hear from the bathroom. You panic. "I'm cutti-" you yell before stopping and realising what you had said "cleaning! I'm cleaning!" You yell. "I heard that first part, please let me in." A deep voice said while his voice cracked. You quickly pulled on a grey jumper and walked to answer the door. It was the man from earlier. "I- I y-you shouldn't o-of seen them." You whisper as a tear escapes your eye. "But I did, and I'm sorry for running off like that I-" you cut him off. "What do you want?" You say harshly with a bit of sadness and embarrassment showing through. "To come in?" He sarcastically answered without being mean about it and you both sat down on your couch. There was a comfortable silence. "I'm so stupid I haven't even told you my name! Im Dan, Dan Howell!" He said while lightly punching his head. "I'm
Y-y/n, y/n l/n, but why did you come over? I bet I scared you, didn't I?" You say but he didn't answer. You look at him but he looked at your sleeve, you look down to see blood seeping through. You dash out of the room and into the bathroom leaving him speechless. "you absolute moron, Y/n" you yell at yourself in the mirror forgetting how thin he walls are. You take of you jumper to see your blood stained arm.

Dans pov:
After she let me in, we sat down on her sofa. I introduced myself but after I heard her name, I saw in the corner of my eye blood on her jumper. I think she saw what I was looking at because she ran out the room and into the bathroom. I stood up and slowly started walking to the bathroom I heard her yell,
"You absolute moron, y/n" I opened the door to see her with a blade in her hand. The blade was on her arm and blood was dripping down. She didn't notice me until I snatched it out of her hand. "What the hell? Give that back!" She yelled while glaring at me. She looked so perfect with her e/c eyes and h/l, h/c hair. (h/l is hair length 👌)
She sat on her bath tub crying her eyes out. I went down on my knees so i could see her face.
"Why?" I ask.

Your pov:
"Why?" Is the last thing I heard before I fainted.

Dans Pov:
She fell back hitting her head against the wall because she fainted. I dash out the door and into my own apartment
"Phil get your ass here right now!" I scream and Phil comes rushing in. I grab his arm and pull him into y/n bathroom.
"Help me get her onto our apartment, wait no get the first aid kit and hurry!" I yell with a tear falling down my face and he runs out. I pick y/n up bridal style and lay her on my bed. We get some of the cloth from the first aid kit and wrap it around her cuts and explain everything to Phil.

655 words? Wow ! Hope you enjoyed it! Byyyyyeee!