Skinships ▼ soonhoon [Under revision]

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"Soonyoung ano ba! San mo ba ako dadalhin?" Jihoon shouted, but Soonyoung just stared at him and continued running until they stopped in an unfamiliar place

"N-nasan tayo?" Tanong nito. Hoshi pulled him and let him sit in one of the swings while he was swaying it.

"Alam mo ba, Jihoon.. Dito ako madalas magpunta nung bata ako. I used to hide here everytime my mom arrives at our home." Hoshi started. Kahit na nagtataka si Jihoon, he remained silent

"You know why? She used to beat me everytime I wouldn't follow her orders. Pinapakain nya ako ng papel kapag patuloy kong pinaglalaban ang pagsali ko sa Pledis. She won't even let me eat." Nagulat si Jihoon. He seems to be a funny person but nobody knew his suffering.

"I was thirteen when I saw my mom with a guy noong nasa COEX kami ng kabarkada ko. I confronted her about that, but she blackmailed me. Nasasaktan ako tuwing umuuwi sya at magkakasama sila ng papa ko. But I can't do anything."

"Kaya nung dumating kayo, ang seventeen sa buhay ko. I was really thankful, that atleast I would know how it feels to have a family. Because I never felt it." tumulo ang luha nya pero nakangiti parin ito. Now Jihoon sees the two sides of Kwon Soonyoung.

"Soonyoung, ba't ngayon mo lang to sinabi saakin?" Tanong ni Jihoon. He really is confused, especially the fact that Soonyoung has been hiding this for almost five years.

"Ayokong madamay kayo Jihoon. Ayokong intindihin nyo pa kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko. I would be such a big pain in the ass." Sagot nito. Pero doon ay nainis si Woozi.

"You are not! Alam mo yan. Alam mo kung gaano ka namin kamahal."

"But would you ever want to know that the love I want from you is more than being just friends? This is why I admire you. You've been strong despite of all the hardships we've been through." Natameme si Jihoon. He likes me?

"Pero heto ako, patuloy na pina-plastik ang sarili ko. Nagta-tapang tapangan but deep inside, I'm severely broken. And if I will tell you the things I've been wanting to, alam kong magiging pabigat lang ako."

"Kaya nga nagpapasalamat ako na dumating ka sa buhay ko... That you were there to make me smile. That you were beside me to motivate me and to be my inspiration. Thank you, Lee Jihoon...

Thank you very much, and I love you." Nagulat si Jihoon sa sinabi nito. He doesnt know what to feel. Maaaring isa nanaman ito sa jokes ng kaibigan. Pero nagulat ito ng bigla sya nitong hinila at hinalikan...

Kasabay ng tunog ng shutter ng camera.

"Lee Jihoon, Kwon Soonyoung. A nice headline, eh? The so called 'angels' of their group are going down!"

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