darkwolfking17 just read my bio, and he saw the chapter about Blade, and now I feel like he hates me.....that he's upset.....I don't want him to be upset. I'm over Blade anyways...plus he doesn't even like me back....
I feel like I lost him.......I feel like he's not going to talk to me anymore....I feel guitly......
I just wanna fucking die.....I mean, he hates me now so I doubt he would care......*tears* I can't keep friends, not even my crushes, not even him.....
Damnit, WHY DO PEOPLE HATE ME SO FUCKING MUCH!? *punches a wall, curls up in a ball and cries* why can't I just love one person and not loose them......? My life is fucked up.....just kill me before I do.....*holds the scissors in one hand, grips it tightly*
Just kill me.....i don't think he cares anymore.....
