....I just found out that my friend.....dead.....for a while.....it hurts, I didn't know her forever, but we were good friends....
My heart stopped, I feel like my throat is clogged, like I can't breathe....my eyes feel watery, I want to cry my eyes out...
Why is everyone around me going away? They didn't hold on....why am I still holding on? Why can't I just go away like them? How come they got to let go, and I don't?
It hurts, a lot....make it all go away....please....
