Laura says she's going to kill herself.....
I feel like some of this is my fault......if I had remembered my promise.....if I had just talked to her........if I had not pissed her off........if I had not been alive.....
I can't cry anymore.....I can't feel pain anymore......so I guess I'll just have to make myself feel again........make myself cry......make myself feel pain, heart break, hurt, depression, sadness......guilt......
I can't.................I can't do this anymore.........
Maybe the last words from me....
Live your lives....have fun, be happy, feel everything the world has for you to feel, experience what the world has for you to experience.......don't look back on me.......be good people......don't just yourself.......fall in love and be happy.........goodbye.
~Emily Jenkins 1,2,</3
