The light In my darkness-laurmau FF

the news

aphmau pov

today I'm going over to laurances place to tell him the news. i hope he's okay with it. when i got to his house i knocked on the door. once he opened it i giggled at how he looked. it looked like he had just woken up. "did you just wake up?" i ask. hoping he said no because it in the middle of the day. "yeah, i just woke up from a nap." he said. "that explains why you look like a zombie." i said hugging him. "hey i still look good, probably." he said, wrapping his arms around me. "sure." i say sarcastically. I'm glad that i got some of him back. "well i got some important news to tell you." i say. i walk into the house and sit on the couch. "what is it?" he ask. "well, you see, I'm pregnant, and your the dad." i say. oh if zane found this out, he would oil laurance and the baby. i can't let that happen. i glance up at laurance who has a smirk on his face. "i get to be a dad?" he ask. "yeah!" i said. a huge smile came across his face. wow he must of been happy. before i know it, he picked me up and spun me around. when he set me down, he kissed me. when he released he's smile faded. "whats wrong?" i ask him. "when he or she is born, don't the him/her near me. i don't want him/her to get hurt." he said. i looked at him. i saw tears form in his eyes. "you don't really want to hurt anyone huh." i  ask. he shook his head. "is that why anytime I'm mention levin or malachi you always say no?" i ask. he nodded. "i think i gonna go check on my kids now." i said walking towards the door. "okay bye." laurance said.

<laurance pov>

i hope i didn't hurt her. its just that i can't see me not hurting her or our unborn child. i know if i lose control i could lose both of them. i don't know. maybe its best i just... NO. i promised aphmau i wouldn't leave again and i can't break that promise. i know what i can do. i could call vlyad maybe he can help me. seeing as he's a shadow knight and can control it pretty well. i might as well get to that.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------well wasn't that something. I'm sorry that i missed 2 days of updating but i had a lot of homework and school, but since I'm on spring break i have a tone of  time to uptes. 2 1/2 weeks to be exact. 3 if it wasn't for those makeup days, but o well. expect this book to be updated more and maybe even a third book. let me know if you want that to happen and ill update you guys later. make sure to vote and tell me if you like the chapter. baii

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