Blue Eyes ||H2OVanoss||

Things Change So Fast (Part2)

"NO!"

Jonathan~

Like I said, things change so fast.

Isn't that right, Evan?

But of course you know exactly what I'm talking about don't you?

Is it hard to stand there, in front of your squad, in front of me, looking so weak?

You never liked being the weak one.

I still remember every detail, every moment, that we shared before the accident happened. The accident that caused your memories of us to vanish.

I'm sorry I wasn't there to save you.

I really tried to get to you, I really did.

I Blame myself but I would never tell you this because...

You'd just try to convince me that it isn't my fault.

I've told you, I Love you.

I really do,

Such shame you can't answer me,

This hurts me,

It breaks me,

The worst part of this all is,

I won't be able to save you once again.

I'm a failure.

Do I even deserve you?

No.

Even the voice in my head agrees. Would you agree?

Of course not.

You never liked hurting anyone's feelings.

That's too late,

You've already hurt mine.

Why did it have to be you?

Why not me?

I would've taken your place any day,

Just for you to be in my arms,

For me to call you mine,

To tell you just how beautiful you are,

Not only on the outside,

But the inside.

Your just a beauty.

Like a canvas full of blooming flowers.

Or maybe even the sunset.

You loved watching the sun set.

Oh, Evan. I just wanna love yuh.

Why can't you love me?

That's silly of me isn't it? I haven't even asked you if you loved me.

You didn't deny or confirm anything.

Why do I feel like I've been rejected then?

Probably because someone else answered to my question that was directed towards you only.

If anything happens...I don't want you to go with out knowing that I haven't been lying to you.

I would do anything for you.