Love is Love (TMNT x Male!Reader)

Depression And Comfort (Donatello)

It hurts...

Why does it still hurt?

It was never meant to hurt...

"[Y/n]... Please speak up..."

"He's such a freak... He never talks!!"

"Do you know how to talk or are you that stupid!!"

"Don't listen to them [y/n]!!" "That's kind of hard to do when it happens everyday April...." At the moment, we were home and she was trying to comfort me. I was in my room buried under blankets and talking with April, "Listen, they're just saying that because-" "April, thank you for trying to comfort me but I just want some time alone!!" My voice cracks as my eyes water. She sighs and gets up, "I'm going out for awhile, I'll be back later okay?" I nod as I choke back a sob. The door closes and I face the wall with tears falling down my [s/c] skin.... The events from today replay through my head, each one mentally glued in mind. What started with a stupid argument with my teacher, the small bickering from behind about my silence, to my partner loosing his patience with me...

People don't understand that I can't just talk to them like others... It's hard... What if I say something wrong? What if I mispronounce or say something? It's bad enough people make fun of my appearance, and they might as well know my personality to just make life a living nightmare... Well, more than it already is.... Why can't they just see that i'm trying so hard... That each word is hurting my bruised and tattered heart, stabbing and cutting into it with a poisonous dagger... The wounds too deep to heal or fix. I grab a fistful of my hair in both hands and cry my heart out, the words penetrating through my skull and entering my head. My breathing begins to get ragged and heavy, the tears that overflowed my dark, lifeless [e/c] eyes  falling onto my bed.

"Stop... Make it stop!!!" I sob as the words become more clearer and louder.

Freak

Nerd

Gay trash

Do us a favor and die already!!

There words.... They're swirling around in my head.... They won't stop!!! I tug on my hair, and I begin to hyperventilate. My tears begin to rush down faster and I'm blinded.... It hurts...

"[Y/n]!!! Calm down!!! It's me, Donnie!!" I hear his voice say and I look at him. He grabs my face and he looks at me with calm eyes, "That's it.... Just breathe.... Shh, you're okay.." My breathing slows down as I gasp for air, him brushing away the tears. My breathing is better but tears still flow, "D-Donnie?" "Hey, what's wrong?" I whimper a little and can only cry as I lean into him, "Donnie... It hurts so much.... Make it stop!!!" He holds me close and rests his chin on my head, lightly shushing me. He affectionately rubs my back and looks down at me with warm eyes, "Now, start from the top... What happened?"

After many attempts, I manage to tell him everything. His eyes have mixed emotions but ones that stood out the most was anger and sadness. I cried into him as he pet my head, "Don't pay any attention to them [y/n], they're nothing but low lives with the attention span of a retarded cat!!" (That's all I got xD) I sniffle but crack a smile, "I'm pretty sure the cat would be smarter..." "See, if anything they're probably more idiotic than Mikey... And that's a pretty low insult since Mikey's.... Mikey" I laugh quietly but quickly cover my mouth with my hand. He smirks, "I heard that little laugh~" "You didn't hear shi-hehe" Before I can finish my sentence, the giggles I held back escaped my mouth.

He smiles at me and pats my head, "Your welcome~" "Shut up~" I pout and slap his hand. My [e/c] eyes look up at him, "But.... Thank you..." "Of course, anything for you [y/n]..." He smiles his gap-toothed smile and I smile also. I lean on him, bringing both of us onto my bed, "Ah!! No offense but your kinda crushing me!!" He gasps as he tries to push me off. I look at him with a teasing glare, "You calling me fat, bitch?!" His eyes widen, "N-no I- I did- didn't mean to-" "C-calm down Donnie... Pftt" I start to laugh as his eyes narrow. I roll off of him as he looks at me with a playful glare, and I continue to laugh. I wipe away my tears as my laughing dies down, "That was fun... hehe~"

He rolls his eyes and smirks, "Well, my job here is done!" "Yeah... Wait you're not gonna leave are you?" I say shooting up from my spot. He sits Indian style and grins, " No, don't worry. My job to make you happy is done, but I'm not leaving!" I sigh in relief and sit by him, "Oh good, I don't want you to leave yet... Hey Donnie?" He turns to my direction and raises an eye ridge, "Yeah?" I look down in my lap and quietly ask, "Did you come because of April or to see me...?" He's quiet for a while but speaks, "Well... Both actually, April called and said that you were upset so I cam straight over to make sure you were okay... I was worried that you would-" I cut him off by tackling him in a hug. He returns the hug and I can only whisper, "Thank you..."

"Your'e welcome... Watashi no kowareta tenshi..." I raise an eyebrow at him. He blushes and laughs awkwardly, "I-I should get going!" "Wait, what did you-" "I'll explain later!! Got to go, bye!!" Before I can say anything else, he leaves. Being the curious person I am, I try and translate what the purple clad turtle had said. After much researching, I finally translate the words to, "My broken angel..." I blush a dark red but smile. I stand up from my bed and walk towards my window,

"I love you, my nerdy turtle..."

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Done!!! This turned out better than expected actually.... Yay :D  Anyway, i'm about to start my Mikey and Fugitoid ones so please be patient ;-; Until then, stay beautiful bye~!!!

(Sorry for errors and misspells)