Falling For Bad (completed 🔥)

XII

Madeline's POV

I was finishing a few more chapters before I had to leave for my mom's. My loft was beginning to look empty. In a week or so, I'd be gone. Good bye New York, and my life in the US. But as hard as I tried I couldn't help but miss Nathan the most. Which wasn't a good thing.

I hated how I fell for him. Out of all the people it was the man with the empire, the weird ideals and obvious need to be in charge and feel dominant. Stupid hormones!

All of this would be a thing of the past once I moved with my mother. Hopefully I can find a nice man unlike Nathan or maybe like Nathan. NO! Stop thinking that way! Or maybe stopping thinking with your heart and use your brain!

"Ok calm down, it's over, let's move on," I spoke to myself as I transferred some stuff into the car that my dad had recently bought me as a moving away present. I did appreciate his present but I was planning on sending it back once I finished using it to move in.

"Oh my phone is ringing," I felt the vibrations and pulled out my phone. But like as clumsy as I was and rainy as it was I dropped my cheap phone from college that I barley had money to pay for.

"Shit," I cursed loudly since I was scared that my cheap phone was now most likely broken.

"You shouldn't curse."

Turning around I saw Nathan getting out of his Corvette. He looked to be wearing second day clothes leading my imagination to wander.

"What do you want Nathan," groaning I turned back to fitting the boxes into my temporary car.

"Can we talk," he approached me.

"No. Go away, go back to whoever you slept with."

He stopped and looked at me with heavy eyes. This time his expression was more humane and sincere unlike before when his looks were distant and mechanical.

"Didn't you say that it was ok since you just wanted to have sex with me."

"I uhh-uhh," he was right. I hated it because he was haft right, I did want to have sex with Nathan but at the same time I wanted love before sex not just something mechanical with nothing behind it. "You know that's not all of it."

"What do you mean," he began walking closer.

"Stay away!"

"Why!?"

"Because..." I didn't want to fight here on the sidewalk but if this was how I would get everything off my chest then so be it. "Because...because you're so confusing, Nathan! I think you like me then you don't. I can't read your mind or understand your feelings and when I think you have feelings for me you don't admit it or even are serious about it. Then you give me mix signals."

"Because I told you who I was and warned you about myself."

"What? Even so, why?!"

"So you wouldn't get hurt."

"Don't you see," I walked up to him, "you can't help who you fall for. Do you think I want to like you," I couldn't help but chuckle sadly.

"Who wouldn't fall for me," he smirked which led me to laugh.

"Stop, I'm mad."