I woke up feeling well rested. When I went to go for a shower, I threw up. I assume it was because I was stupid and stayed in the rain last week. I got up and walked around the house waiting for the boys to wake up.
"Mornin." Liam grunted stretching his arms out.
"Sup broseph." I grinned tapping on his nose.
"You seem cheerful today.." He smirked wiggling his eyebrows.
"What are you saying?" I asked confused, popping a piece of bread into the toaster.
"Well... I'm just saying that you came out of Harry's room quite happy.." He started.
"Liam!" I laughed.
"So?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows again.
"Harry and I aren't together." I stated grabbing the peanut butter.
"Have you ever seen that movie Friends with Benefits?"
I gave Liam a dirty look and he dropped the topic. After I made my sandwhich, I sat down and watched a bit of TV.
"What's happening today?" Zayn asked plopping down beside me.
"How should I know?" I asked in an annoyed tone.
He looked at me confused, but then he must have realized how badly he had freaked me out. He gave me a sincere look and shut the TV off.
"Listen Zep.. I'm so sorry about everything. I know Perrie hurt you physically, and I hurt you emotionally. But you can't hold a grudge, it's not healthy." Zayn pleaded.
"Zayn, you scared the shit out of me. I seriously thought I was going to be raped again. I don't think-"
"What do you mean again?" He asked confused.
My heart skipped a beat and I felt cornered.
"Sorry, I mean I don't ever want to be raped. I can't just let it go this easily."
"Okay." He huffed walking away.
I closed my eyes and pictured myself and Niall hugging. I wanted to be more than friends with him again. He probably still thinks i'm a freak, but is trying to hide it for the boys' sake.
"LIAM?!" I called from the living room.
He came skipping into the livingroom with a cocked eyebrow.
"Yeees?" He asked grinning.
"I wanted to know if I could go to the mall?" I questioned walking over to him.
"Yea, i'll just grab the other boys."
I put my hand on his shoulder.
"Alone."
"I guess." He sighed smirking.
I put my shoes on and left my hair tangled. The walk to the closest mall was only about 5 blocks away. I quickly walked there, knowing I was going to be there quite early.
I walked through the mall looking at clothes, trying to delay what I was really here for. Ever so slowly, i walked to the pharmacy. I pulled my hoodie up and grabbed the box of pregnancy tests.
I know, I know, I only threw up this morning but.. I was late..
"Is this all?" The old woman asked smiling.
"Uhh.. Yea." I whispered hoarsly.
Until that pregnancy test told me i wasn't pregnant, I was going to panick. I remember seeing the condom, so I knew I couldn't be pregnant, but I freaked out.
"That was quick." Liam stated as I walked into the house.
"Err, I got bored." I replied walking to the bathroom in the hallway.
I quickly closed the door and locked it. I opened the box and peed on the stick. I had to wait five minutes. Five whole minutes to see if I had ruined my life. Two lined would mean I was pregnant.
A knock on the door startled me.
"How loong are you gonna beeee?" A familiar sassy voice asked.
I opened the door and pulled Louis in. He gave me a confused look when he saw my face in a worried position.
"Louis... remember that night I got drunk and did it with Niall?" I asked closing my eyes tightly.
"You're pregnant?" He asked loudly.
I put my hand over his mouth and gave him a glare.
"I don't know yet!" I stated angrily.
My cellphone alarm went off and I didn't have the guts to look at the test.
"You do it." I told Louis.
"No." He said quickly.
I gave him a pleading look and he went for it.
"Fine." He sighed grabbing the test. "What does two lines mean?"
"It's all Niall's fault." I stated with tears falling down my cheeks.
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Babysitting One Direction
FanfictionLots of self injure scenes** Zeppelin is a troubled teenager. The day she graduates, she puts a babysitting ad up trying to escape her house. She is called up and asked to babysit for 3 months. Upon finding out she has to babysit One Direction, she...