Scars and Liquor- The beginning

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"WHY!! WHY COULDN'T I HAVE A PERFECT DAUGHTER!!" My dad yelled. My mom tried to calm him down but he slapped her across the face. "NO!" I screamed as I ran up to my mom then suddenly I felt glass break on my head and I saw black.

*When I wake up*

I woke up to the sound of screaming from my dad and crying from my mom. "ME AND RAVEN ARE LEAVING AND THAT'S IT!" My mom screamed while crying. I started to pack a few clothes not all of them because we have done this a few times before. We leave for a few weeks then my mom comes back to him. I packed a little black box. It had all my razors in it. I also pack $100 so I could get some cigarettes and vodka. I walked by the mirror and blood was on my blond hair. I hurried to wash it out before we left. I put on a sweatshirt and pulled the sleeves down to hide my cuts. "Raven, honey we're leaving you piece of shit dad."

*In the car*

I was listening to Kick Me by Sleeping with Sirens and was singing along with it.

Let's hang the jury
You sick judgmental fools
I'll bury you six feet deep
So tired of your rules

Fuck you and your opinion
How could you be so blind?
What goes around
Comes back around in time

You don't know shit
You don't know shit about me
You don't know shit, shit, shit
Don't know a goddamned thing about me

Keep looking down on me,
I am more than you'll ever be
Cut me deep but I won't bleed
You're gonna kick, kick
Kick me when I'm down

By all means
Put me through hell
And I'll make you see
I'll be your worst enemy
Try to kick, kick, kick me when I'm down
Kick me when I'm down

Of all the sinners
You're first in line
So go to hell and tell the devil
I'm not that far behind

Fuck you and your decision
'Cause it's not mine
What goes around
Comes back around in time

You don't know shit
You don't know shit about me
You don't know shit, shit, shit
Don't know a goddamned thing about me

Keep looking down on me,
I am more than you'll ever be
Cut me deep but I won't bleed
You're gonna kick, kick
Kick me when I'm down

By all means
Put me through hell
And I'll make you see
I'll be your worst enemy
Try to kick, kick, kick me when I'm down

You're gonna kick, kick, kick me when I'm down
Kick, kick, kick me when I'm down

Kick me when I'm down
Kick me when I'm down, down, down
Kick me when I'm down, down, down
Kick me when I'm down.

My mom looked at me in awe. I guess she's never heard me sing before. "Holy shit! Your amazing at singing, Raven! Excuse my language please but dayyuummm."

I giggled a little, "yea I guess I'm good at singing..."

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