Illusion Love

Angela

Angela POV:

I can't believe this,how?how can he do that to me.
I know I was at fault too,but...
Ahhg...it was hard,I can't think straight.
Now here I am drowning myself at alcohol.

"Hey..."

Someone said and seated besides me. I snapped at that person.

"Leave..."

"No."

I was pissed at his answer.
D×mn him.

"D*mn you! I said leave me alone."

I angrily said to him.
I hate him
I hate him
I hate him.

"At your states,I can't do that."

I laugh at him
I laugh at him without humor.
I face at him,I was shaking terribly, I can't control my anger, mix emotions filled my body.
I face him,I hit him,I hit him hard,he did not flinched,

He just standing there,take all what I give to him.

"You! Your the one who did this to me! Your the one make me miserable!(crying hysterically) Tell me! How long ? How long for you to be satisfied for breaking me!?!?! (Sobbing crying) Is this not enough???? Tell me!!!???"

I hysterically shouted to him,
I know I look like messed,tears freely running down my face,
I breathe heavily due to the sudden outburst of emotion.
He did not said anything,he just hug me,I struggle to his embrace,I push him.
But he did not let me go,he tightened his hold on me.

I don't like this.
I don't like his embrace
I don't like his touch
I don't like his warm that filled my body.
I don't........
I don't like what I feel right now.
But I can't help it.
Deep inside i was craving for him,
His touch
His kiss
His hold
His warmth
His comfort
His loved
I desired everything about him.
That's fear me.

Knowing I desired for him more than I desired to my own husband's.
I feel weak,so I let him hold me.

"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry... Please.... Please give me a chance... Give me one more chance... I can't let you go... I can't..."

He whisper to me,he whisper to me with a pleading word.

"No! No... I ... I can't... I can't... It's... It's not...it's not right."

"Yes it is. It is right. Our feelings. Our both feelings tell us that this is right."

"No! I am a married woman, I have a family... I vow to my husband in front of the church... I..."

"We supposed to have each other... We are destined together. We are MATES."

"You Rejected Me!"

"No! I push you away. But I DID NOT REJECT YOU! and I WILL NEVER EVER REJECT YOU! I LOVE I LOVE YOU SO much from the start"

"Lies! Lies! Lies! The day you saw me. You became my tormentor, bullying me. Hurting me! And here you are saying You love me."

"That's true! I am cowardly in love with you..."

I don't want to hear anything from him,I push him so hard that he did not expect,he released his hold on me,I'm ready to leave him,when he yank my arms again

"I told you , I won't let you GO!"

Then he crashed his lips to mine,at first I struggle to him,I push him,and then my body shamelessly response to him,the alcohol the desired the craving took my body completely.
Again I cheated my husband for the second time.

Well that's was intense
in my view.
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