Better Than I Know Myself (BENNY RODRIGUEZ) EDITING IN ACTION

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Benny POV

I woke up because there was a knocking and I got up to get it.I open it

"Hey Benny right"Julio said shyly

"What do you want" I said pissed off

"I just want to talk with you" Julio said

"Come in" I told him because I really want to know what he want to talk about

I took him to the living room and we sat in front of each other

"What do you want" I asked crossing my arms

"I'm not here to fight. I'm here because the other day didn't went as I wanted it to" Julio said

"What you wanted to see, Vanessa waiting here for you" I said pissed off

"I just wanted Vanessa to know that I didn't leave her because of the money but because I was forced to" Julio said looking like he just got someone big off his chest

"By who"I said

"My mom, she didn't like that I was dating someone" Julio reply

"Look I don't care, you hurt her and you lost her" I said

"I know but I just want to tell you please don't let her go, she is a amazing girl. I can tell you guys aren't dating. But I can tell that you both like each other. I never really thought that Vanessa would ever find a guy that she would give that look like that said that she likes you. I would know because she used to look at me that way. I guess I'm hurt that she find someone new but I don't blame her. I put her thru hell and back. I'm also hurt that I really thought that she was my soulmate. I really do like her but I see that you do too. I really don't know what I'm doing here. I guess to tell you some things about Vanessa and I wrote it down so i won't forget anything." Julio said and he put out a paper.

He opened it and start to said
"Sorry I don't want to bother you but I think that it is necessary to say a few words.I know very well that today you have her and she walks in your hands just like a year ago,she did with me.I will advise you the the most kindest way.I feel like I need to tell you some things.I don't want what happen to me to happened to you and you lose her now that you have her.She loves for you to serenading her.To wake her up with a kiss in the morning.Also to give her a beautiful red rose ,that detail is what drives her more crazy.But never doubt her love don't worry,she is more faithful than you can imagine ,never it cross your mind to betray her that my friend that what kills her." Julio just looks down

"You do love her" I asked because if he was in it for the money he wouldn't remember those things

"Yeah I do but I feel like I messed up to much that I really don't deserve her" Julio said sadly chuckled

"Julio why did you bring your little friends" I asked

"I thought maybe just maybe if i bring them I can get the confidences to tell her what happened and how i feel but that all went down hill when you said that Vanessa was your girlfriend and of course the others believe it but I didn't. I wanted to do something but I knew that there is nothing here for me. So I just act it like I believe your lie."Julio said

"I promise you that I will treat her right " I said because something in me tells me that I need to tell him that so he can feel more relaxed

"I know because I can tell that you really love her and you won't mistreat her " Julio said

"You know I use to think that me and Vanessa were soul mates but not so anymore. You guys look at each other the way my parents do. That when I realized that I have nothing to do here anymore." Julio continue

"When are you leaving" I asked

"After here I'm hopping on a bus back to Texas. I was got leave yesterday but I feel the need to tell you things about Vanessa" Julio said stand up

"Wait how did you know where I live " I asked because i barely remember that

"Um Jose kinda stalk you guys and saw that you live here" Julio answer

"Oh" I said

"Please treat her like a princess" Julio said walking out

"Sweetheart who was that" my mom pop out from her room

"Oh he was a friend of Vanessa" I said

"Oh well you want breakfast" mom said walking to the kitchen

"Yes I do" I said smiling because I might have a chance with my first ever crush.

Nothing right now could ever ruin my mood.I went to the kitchen and ate my breakfast. Maybe Julio isn't that bad. But I kinda feel bad for the guy.i can tell that he really liked Vanessa. Anyone is a dumb fool to let a amazing girl like Vanessa pass by. He wasn't like the other people from the group. I can tell that he really care about Vanessa. Anyways after when Vanessa told me about the whole story of her friend Felix , I kinda wanted to try and help Vanessa try to find him. I can tell that Vanessa and him had a close bond. He was like Vanessa brother. I'm not jealous about him but I feel like I should . I guess because the way she explained about him. She wasn't looking she likes him but more like she lost her brother and that must torn her up. I can't related to her.But I know that I would be torn if any of the sandlot boys would go missing. Right now it's shouldn't be bad thoughts. I should be thinking ways to get Vanessa to be my girlfriend