Better Than I Know Myself (BENNY RODRIGUEZ) EDITING IN ACTION

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Benny POV

I was woke up with a weight on my back

"Who ever it is please get off my back before I make you " I said

"How would you do that"I heard Vanessa voice

"I quit have fun on my back " I said too lazy to even try to get her off

"Thanks I will" Vanessa said and I could hear the smirking in her face

"Vane " Smalls call out Vanessa

"Yeah Smalls" Vanessa reply

"Your friends are back and they are on the sandlot with rest of boys " Smalls said

Vanessa got off of my back and I went after her

I saw that Vanessa was walking with anger in her eyes. Smalls and me ran after her .

"I see that you were hooking up with your boy toy" Jose said smirking

"If you must know dumb ass . No I wasn't " Vanessa said and she didn't look happy

"So how was meeting your mommy" Britney said smirking

"You mean the egg donor.she was lovely" Vanessa said with such fake happy voice

"Wait you guys call her mother " Julio said shocked

"Oh shut up Julio we couldn't tell you because you wouldn't let us " Daniela said

"Because that out of hand " Julio yell

"Look that doesn't matter to me anymore. Right now my main focus is getting you guys out of our sandlot."Vanessa said

"What are you got do hun" Ana said

"I will get that bat that from Ham is holding and trust I will make them hold you so I can beat you with it " Vanessa said using that same voice as yesterday

"Whatever we are here because Julio wants to tell you something" Daniela said

Julio went infront of the group and took a breath

"Vanessa I really do love you and I know that you have Benny now. I just wanted you to know that I really love you and I wasn't dating you just because of your money."Julio said grabbing her hands

"Can I kiss you one last time but also if Benny is okay with it of course" Julio said sapping out of his daydream

Vanessa was shock at the words of Julio

"I told you, they are soulmate. You don't have anything here " Jose said standing next to me

"I trust Vanessa and yes I'm fine with it because this might help you move on but it's up Vanessa" I said coming next to Vanessa and rubbing her back

"Fine but not here" Vanessa said taking Julio out of the sandlot

With Vanessa

Vanessa POV

I took Julio out of the sandlot

"Vanessa I know that you and Benny are not dating " Julio said

"I can tell " I said knowing him too well

"Vanessa I just want this kiss so I can say that I actually cherish the last kiss we might have " Julio said stepping close to me

"Fine" I said but I'm scare that I might have butterflies again.

He kiss me and I kiss back try to put me all in this but I can't. I pull away

"I didn't feel anything" I said more like to myself

"I know " Julio said kissing my cheek and walking away

With Benny and the guys

Benny POV

I'm scare because what if Vanessa feel something in that kiss.

"Hey " I heard Vanessa said come up to me

"Hey" I said quiet

"Where the wanna be of Memorial" Vanessa said looking around

"They left after you guys did" I said

"Let's just hope that they are out of our hair for good " Vanessa said

"So did you feel anything in the kiss" I said quietly

"No I didnt, I guess I really like my crush" Vanessa said smiling

"Well that good" Ham said

"Yeah it's is " Vanessa said grabbing my hand and squeeze three times

I look down at our hands. It's like a perfect puzzles pieces put together. I look up at her and smile. Vanessa gave a smile that made my heart go crazy

"Come on let's go to my house show you the songs I made for you guys. Hopefully there no surprises" Vanessa said walking away and we all follow her .when we got there there was not surprised. We went up to Vanessa room

"Can I ask you for a favor " DeNunez asked

"Who are you asking " Ham reply

"Vanessa " DeNunez said

"What is it " Vanessa said

"Show us the song that you wrote for your crush " DeNunez said teasing her

"Fine if you are so interested " Vanessa said grabbing a sheet

"Also sing it for us " DeNunez smirking

"Fine" Vanessa said

She took a breath
It's been a while since I was lost for words
Needles and static and stutters
I never knew a love that doesn't hurt
Feeling the heat and the burn

Just give me one good reason, drop everything and leave it
Seconds away from turning this car back around
Something about your feeling, pushing and pulling me in
And now my walls fall down

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy

There is something good in sticking to your guns
No one to blame but yourself
I take a step back and I breathe for once
This is what I want

You give me one good reason, drop everything and leave it
Seconds away from pulling up outside your door
Something about your feeling, pushing and pulling me in
That's why I come back for more

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy

When it all goes down, when it all goes down
Will you still be around?
I'm coming back, no more running away

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?

Why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy
Why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy
Why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy
Why am I?
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless
Why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing
(I'm afraid of no one)
Used to be fearless, why am I
Why am I scared of happy?