Chapter 12 - Forever

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Important: Hi guys! I owe you guys a massive apoligy for barely updating. I've been stuck with swim training, comps, homework and studying for tests so I have barely had time for anything! I'll be getting into a schedule after this update so I can keep on top with EVERYTHING! Also I've started writing a fanfic called 'An Angels Wings'. It is a fanfic about Tyler Oakley, and I'll start uploaded chapters soon so make sure to add it to your chapter ready. Makes sure you read the note at the end for some other important imformation! Enjoy!

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I climbed into the familiar car and Louis climbed into the drivers seat. i was so confused. So many thoughts rushing through my mind at this very moment. Louis likes me. He loves me. But he's never told me. And I have a boyfriend. And I love him. I guess. I don't really know what i can call him anymore. He barely texts me or calls me, only a quick make-out session before we split up to go to a different class. But I don't feel the same about him anymore. No more sparks, or happiness. Just loneliness haunting me. I don't even think I love him anymore. And i bet he doesn't love me. I actually think that he never did love me in the first place. Just a set up. 

I think back to the memory of him and the blonde. The way he held her body so gently, so delicately, as if it was a fragile flower. The sparkle in their eyes when they laughed. A real laugh. A different sounding laugh to what we shared. It was never true. I can't actually believe this. It was all a lie. A set up.

Louis looked over at me and had sorrow in his eyes. His perfect blue eyes looking into my heart, trying to open me up. I just don't know what to think anymore. My best friend loves me. And I can't help but really like him. But do I love him to be his true love? I looked up at him.

"Louis.." I began but he interrupted me.

"Listen, Livvy. I'm sorry about this all. I-I know you have a boyfriend a-and you probably hate me right now. I'm sorry, It's just."

"Louis. Stop!" I said over him. He looked at me confused but I just sighed and took in a deep breath. I looked away and climbed out the car. I rested against the cold metal of the car as the sunset began. The air was frosty and a few drops of rain were beginning to pour. The fresh water felt amazing. It made my body and mind ease. I stood waiting for the rain to get heavier. Louis climbed out of the car by the time the rain had started drizzling. The sunset had ending so quickly and it was a beautiful night blue scene. The stars were shining and a full moon was out. He walked round the side of the car and rested on the car next to me; looking at the scenery.

"Livvy. I love you. I can't stop this feeling and I don't want to. As painful as it is, I know it will never end." He said, breaking the silence. The words echoed in my head. I love you. God dammit I love you too Louis. But I just don't know for sure. Louis stepped out in front of me and came so close to me; I couldn't move backwards because I was against the car. "L-Louis. I can't. Not yet anyway. It's too soon. We only just found each other." I stuttered, his lips only a hairs length away from me. His warm breath sent shivers down my spine.

"That doesn't matter now." He breathed his lips coming even closer if that was even possible.He traced patterns on my cheek with his thumb. "I have you." He whispered before closing the gap and connecting our lips together. Sparks fled through my whole body. His lips fitted perfectly against mine, like a missing puzzle piece. This was nothing like Justin, this was a hell lot better. And lasting. I kissed back passionately and slowly, savouring every moment. He took his lips away from mine and rested his forehead against mine as he looked me deeply in the eyes.

"I love you so much Livvy." He whispered.

"I love you too. Boobear." I said back and he smiled. We were wet but we didn't care at this moment. This was just us. Only us. Together. He quickly kissed me again and this time I instantly kissed back. He licked the bottom of my lips, begging for entrance. I accepted. His tongue explored my mouth and i couldn't help but giggle into the kiss. He patted the back of my thigh, indicating me to jump and I did as he said. I kept my arms around his neck and I wrapped my legs around him. He had one hand on my thigh and one wrapped around my petit waist. Our lips never broke apart. The rain danced around us as we enjoyed each others company. We pulled away after a while and looked each other in the eyes.

"Us both. Forever." He said quietly yet happily. I nodded with a big grin. I felt a rain drop on my nose and Louis kissed the spot leaving my mind racing.

"Forever."

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