thug loving

chapter 12

3 months later

Kamias pov ~today I am 8 months pregnant I live in my own big house 5 bed room 6 bathrooms a big pool and a golf course and tennis and I,have my own nursery here toni begged me to come back but I didn't bother I kept walking keishon doing good with his light skinned self.today I decided to go to the mall I bumped into lania "hey girl you look like you gone bust you still with Toni"she laughed "no now hell naw I got my own place he got hoes texting his phone she saying he got a son like bitch please this why I didn't want to deal with niggas"I said "yes and you don't have that big ass rock on,your finger I'm sorry how I acted when we was in school can we be cool again?"she asked "of course I'm sorry for beating your ass so many times"I said hugging her "so what are you having?"she asked "a girl I'll catch up with you later got to shop"I said walking away I,had on booty shorts and my true religion shirt with my gold black and white Adidas I went inside of foot locker to find Antonio kissing another girl buying her some shoes I walked up and sized that hoe Toni kept starring at me "let me get them gold 12s in a size 6"I said "I'll be back to get them,mam"the worker said "so you couldn't stay faithful huh"I laughed to not cry "baby look i-"he could barley speak "don't baby me go with your hoe thank you have a good day"I said paying grabbing my shoes walking out I went to carters and picked up baby girl clothes I found out her name is going to be ziania kashay Linton
I picked her up some cute outfits then I went to the food court I,seen Antonio eating alone I,went and got my Chinese food and sat down then all of a sudden toni came and sat in front of me "where yo,bitch don't talk to me I'm not crawling back "I said putting the fork in my mouth "but I haven't seen you in 3 damn months how am I suppost to ask I don't know where you live I hope you know I'm still in love with you no matter what and you having my baby👶"he said I smiled when I got done with my food I through it away "I'm ready baby"the girl he was with said "aaaaaashhitt..Toni"I screamed "bitch we not together good bye...baby Mia okay We taking you to the hospital breathe"he grabbed my bags and picked Me up in his car rushing to the hospital this baby is kicking the shit outta me"hurrrry tonii"I,yelled finally we was at the hospital they rushed me in on a stretcher I'm in so much pain "I'm right here baby girl"Toni said as sweat fell down my face "mam you not enough centimeters"the doctor said"WHAT SHE KICK I NG THE HELL OUTTA ME LIKE SHE READY TONNNNIII!"I yelled squishing Toni's hand "baby!!!"Toni yelled I can ignored him but he kept bugging"WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT!!"I said"YOU HURTING NY FUCKIN HAND!"HE SAID"I KNOW DAMN well you not talking about your hand I have a baby inside of me I was in more pain making it with you SO FUCKIN DEAL WITH ITTTTT SHHHIIITT!!!"I YELLED IN PAIN
Then the nurse came to check me she handed Toni a mask "you are now ready mam"she said putting on her gloves"1-222-3"
"I see her head keep to baby I've more time"he yelled "yooouuu fuuuccckkkin kidding!'and there was my beautiful baby girl with alot of hair they took her to get cleaned "baby you did it"he said kissing my lips"no we did"I said smiling then they brought her to me rapped in a blanket "she is...so precious oh hey lashae and Mathew"I said still out of breath "who signing the birth certificate?"the doctor asked toni raised his hand walking over there "kamia what we naming her?"he asked me "ziania kashay Linton"I said looking at her lashae brought my baby bag for me I put her on a apple bottom onsie  "where my nephew?"
"With his Nana"lashae said as she got a phone call "HELL NO WOULD YOU EVEN BITCH SHE REALLY GONE BEAT YO ASS-"she hung up in the person face "who was that what's going on !?"I asked "I got bad news for you mia!"she said "what!!"I yelled "it was lania. ..she pregnant by malik! Like the fuck!!"

"I just forgave that bitch today she back on my cut list why would she do it with my ex this can't be fucking pay back why would he even fuck her!"I handed ziriana to Toni "baby calm down ight you got a new born baby"toni said buckling ziaria  in her car seat I got up cleaning my self up putting on some Nike shorts as Toni signed the realest forms and put on my taint top I am so sore can barley walk but lashae helped me as Toni held the car seat he buckled the baby up and I sat in the front .

*home*
I got out and drove to the mall and got my car now im back toni laying ziaria in her crib"bae you need to sit you just had a baby!"he said I sat down then a second later a knock at the door I wobbled down stairs it was malik "heyy"he said "stay away from me I'm your first love and you have a baby with a hoe who supposed to be my best friend!"I said "she made me mia-"
"I heard that fuckin line look Mathew I'm sorry you got a baby on the way. Just had mine.. Good bye go to hell!!"I slammed the door going back upstairs "who was that baby?"toni asked "punk ass malik I ain't got time for his bull shit fr fr"I said sitting on the bed he massaged MY shoulders "just calm down baby and breathe as. Long as not one of his fingers touched
You I love you ma"he said kissing my neck it just relaxed me next thing you know I was out like a light....