thug loving

chapter 15

Kamia pov~
Now I am driving I am now in.................um ATLANTA I know I left from LA I just couldn't deal being there anymore Toni kept calling I cut my phone off throwing it in my purse and then I stopped to McDonald to get some lunch "good afternoon can I have 2 mcdoubles and a small fry and a medium coke "I said "okay mam that will be 6.43 cents mam"
Then I pulled up to the drive through and paid then after getting my food I parked in the parking lot and got out to Fed ziaria and changed her diaper then I ate my food it was so good then I chose this big hotel it's called sweet lite I grabbed our bags out of the trunk "need some help ma"I turned around to see a Carmel looking nigga with tattoos and he had a earring and was sexy but I'm going through a lot right now
"Yea thanks "

"Welcome"

I grabbed ziaria out of the car and checked our selves in an went to the room I layed ziaria down "so what is your name?"I asked "my name is Marquez "he smiled "ok thank you for helping me"I said "why a beautiful woman like you with a look like newborn staying here?"he said "see I have my own house in LA that's where I'm well we are from and I left because I had a lot of issues going on and I had to get away for a while "I said "well it's a damn nigga isn't it he don't know what he is losing he should treat you right like a queen and that baby like a princess....but um I have to go see you later"Marquez said "can I have your number just in case I might need you again?'i asked I'm used to niggas asking for my number first but Marquez is not a rushy person  he cool and smart and I like that he wrote his number down on the paper I shut the door and locked it and cut my phone back in 45 missed calls from Toni
I then put Marquez number into my phone then I put my hair in a pony tail I grabbed ziarias baby tub and filled it up with water abd got her towel and bathed her with Johnson and Johnson and she is so cute when she is gettin a bath and her hair curls up after drying her off I put her on her giraffe pajama onsie and brushed her hair and then I took a quick shower and put on some pink shorts and a taint top ziaria was fast asleep I tucked her in safely and then my phone rang I stepped out of the room

Me:HELLO

TONI:where y'all at you not with nun of your friends you moved out of yo house

Me:Me and my daughter are doing just fine mind your own damn business just know I'm not in LA

Toni:THE FUCK YOU LEFT TO GO OUT OF TOWN AND NOT TELL ME.....KAMIA WHERE IS THE BABY WHERE ARE YALL SLEEPING

ME:WE GOOD OKAY(CRYING)GO AND WORRY ABOUT YOUR SON WORRY ABOUT HIM HE NEEDS YOU MORE LOOK I HAVE TO GO

TONI:MIA WAIT

ME:WHAT

TONI:I...I LOVE Y'ALL

ME:OH...OKAY

CALL ENDED

THEN SOMEone tapped me I jumped "don't scare me like that Marquez!!"I said "sorry ma didn't mean to u heard you on the phone and couldn't help but here that nigga really trying to find you and you need to be safe but you have my number "he said "yea I do its Jus-"I sighed "it's just what "marques lifted up my chin I love when niggas do that
"I just had my baby a month ago and I knew him since I was in high school I was raped ,abused and hurt many Times my mom is a hoe and on drugs"I began to cry Marquez hugged me I like the smell if his spray
"You don't deserve non of this when I first saw you I would've never thought you went through any of those things raped "he said looking me into my eyes and we just froze looking at each other

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"Oh well goodnight marquez"I said breaking the silence "goodnight"he said I turned around I could feel him starring at my ass but I didn't say nun I shut the door and then layed down next to Ziaria and then I layed her on top of my chest and next thing I know I was fast asleep.........

Toni pov~I couldn't sleep all night they might be on the street not safe or in the ghetto some where I got to find them and I know it's probley niggas  talking to her but let them touch sum that's mine yea I let some one touch sum that was hers but it was an accident I just want my family back home I'm heading to Kim's house I knocked on the door "hey..Toni you okay look like you haven't got sleep in years"Kim said sipping some tea I never seen her this nice before then I seen the little boy a.k.a my son walking down the stairs "mwommy I want gold shoes"he said tapping her I just looked at him and his features of me like his walk and the way he talk "well mwommy can't afford those shoes trey "she sighed "man not fair(smacked lips)....who is he?"he asked "I can buy you those shoes "I said "mwommy my qwestion "he said "this your daddy"she said putting him on her lap "you look liwke mwe I see people with daddies at day care but I be awll by myswelf"he said now I feel bad "well you not by yourself any more I'm here "I hugged him "can I come to yo house? "He asked "not this weekend trey daddy handling sum what about next weekend"I said "ok I will be waiting"he ran upstairs "thanks for coming and actually making his day "Kim said "you welcome but why you all so nice all of a sutten?"I asked "because I'm a new Person and I'm trying to be a better person and mother for my son....you better be here In 2 weeks please don't break his heart
"she said "I won't"I said I shook my head I walked out the door jumping into my truck speeding off I packed some of my clothes throwing them in the trunk I'm going to find my girls...................