Alone and Afraid

Filler 2~ Sweet Nothings

[May trigger some people]

It's scary, I know

I don't know where I'm going, I just wanna run and hide. If they find out I'll get killed, I don't wanna die yet though.

But nothing beats what you have been told,

I don't wanna leave my friends, my new family, my first feeling of love. No, (y/n), I can't, I'll only cause them trouble.

Close your eyes and wait,

Trouble will come either way, I have to be there when it comes,No I need to be there. ARRGGGG! I'm so confused, yet I'm losing hope...

Your fate is something that can't wait..

I give up with the lies, they don't care for me, they pity me. They could care less, I'm useless, I'll just get in there way, besides, I'm the last of the star clan, heh, I don't even deserve to live...

HEY! HEY! WHO SAID WE HAD TO LISTEN!

*slice* one for letting mum die..

*slice* two for dad

*slice* four for leaving Nii-San behind

*slice* eight because of leaving Lizzie

*slice* sixteen for never being there to help her

* slice* twenty four for being a waste of space...

TO WHAT GOD TOLD US TO DO

'Stop, you are hurting yourself, you will die of blood loss, and you will lose all your friends, new family, and soul'

WE CAN, BE FREE! FREE FROM REALITY ,

Oh yeah, who said they would care, or even notice I'm gone, didn't you see soul back there? He watched me run away, and he just stood there, doing nothing but look.

We have out own too,

There is no such thing as love, it's stupid, there is no point, just sweet nothings...

It's insanity

'Yes, no one cares, that's why I'm here, to heal your broken heart of all pain and fear. Do not worry, do not fret, those who despised you, will soon pay their debt'

There's no escape from life

Let's just skip the so called 'good times' in life, because we all know, for you there was no such thing. So what is there to live for?

Insanity,

'I am allowing you to take back what is yours, take revenge on lord death for killing your clan, your friends, your family, your mum and dad, and he even separated you from your only blood. Now, what will you do?

Is really preserving my sanity,

No, I'm not gonna take revenge. I will only hurt the ones I truly care about more.'now, now, child, who is that' Stop, you are lying, Lizzie warned me about you black blood, and medusa too. I love them so much, but I doubt they care for me back, I am just a waste of their kindness I should just die anyway. If I let black blood get to me, I will probably get killed with no regret, I'll just be forgotten, so why should I stay, it will all be over soon anyway, right?

So just screw reality

'All it takes is just one swipe'
All it takes is just one swipe