I cant breathe my heart feels likes is going to jump out of my chest I can't sleep at night unless I'm taking meds. I'm sick to my stomach all the time I barley eat or go outside. I feel like my body is decaying from the inside out. I don't know what I can do at this point, a couple of times I've slept and woken up not knowing what I did before falling asleep. I have no reconciliation of what I've said. DAMMIT! WHY CANT I REMEMBER! Have my memories been stolen from me or have I walked with Death a few times in my sleep.
اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
I cry for him to not take me and he complies but always tells me this, " My dear child there will come a time where you will have to go. You will not know when but when you have to I promise it'll be peaceful and painless. So my child you must understand that everyone doesn't live forever if they did then I wouldn't be here. I'll let you go now because it's not your time but I will come one day with open arms to guide you on your journey to a new and better life, so for now child rest and begin another day."
