Bts x reader (got7's sister)

because of you

i woke up in the morning at 6am."i still got a few minutes. but i wil go and make breakfast.." i made my way downstairs and walked in the living room. i looked over to the seating erea and saw all the boys exept my group laying there sleeping. i got a litle closer and saw that they where al sleeping without a blanket so i headed to the closet and grabed enough blenkets for all of them when i put the last blanket over the maknaes i saw them cuddeling together and smiling. i walked to the kitchen when i heard  a voice saying thank you. i smiled and started the breakfast.i begain to make engough omelets for 20 people and more but then the pancakes came and the cake . but i must not forget the fresh fruit. when i was done i dressed the table. than i got the the rooms of my goup and slowly woke them up when i got downstairs i tryed to wake the groups up and ofcourse they all woke up exept woozi,gd,yoongi ,jb, jinjin,wonho. i sighed and asked if the guys could wke them up. i whent to the table and halfway trough teh diner i fell asleep.

g dragons pov

i  was talking with jungkook when i heard a bang on the table. i looked over in the direction of the sound and i saw that y/n was asleep. i slightly laughed."ok guys i'm going to put her in her bed . i gues she outdone herself." they all nodded and i asked if jin could come with me to open the doors. i caried her bridalstyle to her room. i put her on her bed and wiped the food of her face . i looked over next to her and saw a diary. so i begain to read and ended up with the last page.

dear diary ,

today i told mark who i love . yes i finaly love someone altough i don't think he loves me. oh if you are wondering who it is it's someone from bts. i mean i like jin he is super fun to be around and i feel safe with him. and then there is rapmon altough he is called teh god of distruction he still is a nice guy and a verry handsome one aswel i just love his dimples.and suga enthough eh act cold he does realy care. and jimin i just love his abs he has a nice smile aswel. and j-hope i love his aeygo and his laugh i can just tell everything to him. and v he is just a loveble alien. and last but nt least jungkook he is just a shy little bunny but he has mustles like you wouldn't know.

but they all have a heart of gold and i love them all so mutch. but i guess they just see me as an other girl.

anyway goodnight and i will talk tomorow

omg .....y/n loves bts and now i have a mission to find out if bts loves y/n back.

"why are you reading my diary" i heard y/n say. "um i um ." i didn't know what to say. "you know it is ok if you read it but just don't try to figure it out i'm not ready for a new relationship after what happend with DO." "i know y/n and i will not try to find out  but i just want you to be happy." "i am happy i realy am now go down stairs and eat your breakfast .you to jin." than we both left.

your pov

after they left i went to the recording studio and recorded a song.

Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

[Chorus (fading):]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

after the recording i fell trough my knees and begain to cry . flash backs about my ex and  the death of my father and than a flashback came back one that i never told anyone.

flashback

" yo y/n how are you." kai asked i was scared that they would start to hit me again." i..i'm good t-thank you how about you." i said trying not to stutter "y/n don't worry we are not going to hit you we came to warn you about DO you have to get as far away from him as posible he will do stuff to hurt you all the things we did to you is because DO said we had to even though we are older he still can do sirius harm on us. so please run as far away from here i will give you a map so you can go away." i looked at him and i looked in his eyes they where  telling the truth. i nodded and he left.

later that night i saw sehun came in with a map and a note saying goodluck with all the signings from the guys i smiled but than DO came in with a whip and  a knive i was scared but i knew that screaming wouldn't help so i sat on the bed and scooted over till my back hit the wall be begain to rip my shirt off and cut my arms till they bleeded and than he begain to take my pants of and did the same with my legs but than he grabed some vinigar and poored it over my legs over the wounds i started to scream of pain and i couldn't stand it annyore i tryed to hit him but when my hand almost hit his cheek his hand stoped mine. but right when he tried to whip me the othter members came in and stoped DO from doing anything they yelled "Y/N RUN AS FAST AND FAR AWAY FROM HERE AS POSIBLE NOW DON"T WORRY ABOUT US"i ran asfast and far as posible and than my father found me and took me home.

end of flashback

i got back up and recorded an other song

  Da da da da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center clarity, peace, serenity

[Chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[Chorus]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late and dark outside
I need to be with myself and center clarity, peace, serenity

[Chorus]

La da da da da da  

i opend my eyes and stoped the recording i wrote down on the tapes the songs and the date. than i wrote down some songs to sing wit the boys. but that was it i fell asleep on the coutch .