Draco Malfoy Imagines

Imagine#2:Mean It

Y/N's P.O.V.

I'm at the astronomy tower muttering my thoughts away.I was just very upset and angry.How could he?!

Suddenly,I heard shuffling from behind.

"Y/n,"said a voice that I know very well belonged to an annoying platinum-haired bully of all of Hogwarts.

I faced him right away,anger simply evident in my face,"How dare you?!..Putting up a stunt like that...I'm no doll you can just toy around."

"I really am sorry.My friends made me do it,"he replied.

"Are you joking?You don't have any friends!"

O-kay...maybe I went too far.Gosh,now I know why I'm Slytherin..Draco looked at me,hurt about my reaction.

I sighed in guilt,"I'm sorry.I didn't really mean-"

"No,you're right...I completely understand."

Usually,he wasn't like this.I swear he could've got back at me instantly.Well,Harry did mention that he was very different whenever I'm around.

"Listen,Malfoy,"I broke the silence,"It's just that..I'm not like you and I know that you understand that very well.A kiss is a very valuable thing-a sign of endearment for someone special,not to mention my very first one.And I intended to give it to the one...and it seems that plan is ruined."

I waited for his reply but only got a sad stare from his gray eyes.

"What?You don't mean that you like me,do you?"Oh no....,"You do hate me,right?"

Of course he hates me.I mean,the name-calling,getting laughed at,mocking?C'mon,Draco.Say something!

"Now that you mentioned it,maybe I did mean that kiss,"he said.

"But why?"I asked,becoming more upset than before.

"I don't know,it's just everything you do seemed so...attractive.And your personality...I hate it that you make me feel weird inside,and at the same time I loved that weird feeling."

I turned away from him trying to hide my heated face.I know I was far from his type of girls.How could this happen?

"I like a lot of things about you but I hate that you couldn't read my signals very well.And I also hate the fact that you like Potter who wouldn't even give you a chance.He broke you're heart,I could see it on you.I know that because it's how I felt about you.I watch you watching him as he watched that Weasley girl from a far and it hurts,"said Malfoy.

"You had loved once but it was never returned,"he continued,"And you don't want to be liked by someone else so you push people around.Well,I'm sorry but I love you.I have been for a while now."

"How can I trust you when you've been giving my friends a hellish life?"

"Because I just gave you the privilege to play with my feelings or return it.And I am asking you....I've never been truly in love before,and I know that I could never be as charming as Potter to you,but I want to experience what is it like to have someone love you back and help me keep it that way for the rest of my life...and teach me how to be content and happy for once."

I was impressed by his words,or somehow convinced.And all of a sudden,I'm confused...

"Please,Draco,"well,that's the first time I ever used his first name,that's a start,"I need a little time alone...to think.I'll let you know...soon."

I feel him frown behind me and suddenly more guilt came rushing over me.Ugh,to hell with these feelings!

Footsteps were descending.They weren't far yet but they stopped.

"Y/n,"he called again.

I turned around,"Yes?"

"I don't want pity,I want your love.Don't love me because I love you.I want you to love me for a reason that that's what you truly feel about me."

With those words,he left.And me and my thoughts were alone again..

I sighed.Why did I feel upset about the kiss anyway?Maybe because it electrocuted me..Wait.It did.

I went back to the dorms and skipped dinner.There was too much to think about tonight.I wouldn't had touched my food anyway.

Looking back at the days,all those hate for Draco Malfoy didn't really make sense.All those suspicions of glares that I received from him were,in a matter of fact,stares.The sort of admiration.

Merlin!Tell me what to do!My friends would think I betrayed them if they find out about this.

But,of course,they must be the first to know.Plus,they're the understanding sort of friends.I trust them.This is settled,I shall confess tomorrow at breakfast.

***

"Good morning,"I greeted the golden trio.

"Good morning,y/n,"they said in unison as I illegally joined them in the Gryffindor table.

"Where were you last night?"asked Hermione.

"I went to bed early.My head was killing me.But I have some news.I don't really know if it's good or not.That would be decided by you three."

"Well,go on,then.Shoot,"said Ron through a stuffed mouth.

"It can't be that bad," Harry added.

"Alright.I think I just found the one.After the stunt that Dra-Malfoy pulled up,he confessed at the astronomy tower yesterday and...well..."

"Who's the lucky guy?"Hermione interrogated a little excitedly.

"You'll just have to wait.I need to confess to him,too."

"Whoever it is,I want to wish you luck.Are you really sure about him being the one?"asked Ron.

I smiled,"I'd like to find out,too."

I ate with them and probably waited for a certain someone to come by and ask me about yesterday.I know that he'll come straight to me,Harry is right here to make him feel jealous and do so.On the other hand,these three wouldn't stop asking me.

And the perfect time was just meters away....

"Alright,alright.I'll tell you now,"I said to the three.

I stood up and got out from my seat and turned to my left as someone approached.

"Y/n,I just-"

Hmm.I just had to cut him off all the time.He talks too much.

I smiled at his surprised expression.I bet he had been imagining this for quite a while,knowing Draco Malfoy.It took me a night to realise how I admired him and I just had to express it.I imagined a future with him,and how would he be if I guided him to a different path.I returned his feelings and marvelled at the thought of us finding out what true love felt.

I kissed him and gave him what he had asked for.I gave it with all my heart...

"I love you,too,Draco,"I said as we broke free but craved for more.

"Not as much as I love you,"he replied and simply dove in again to catch my lips.I swear I saw the trio cringe.