Spencer's POV
I make my way to my kitchen and make some coffee since i'll need all the energy I can get. I probably won't be sleeping tonight, the nightmares will just terrify me again so I grab a few books and start reading. A knock on my door interrupts and I'm hoping it's not Morgan, I can't deal with him right now.
"Hotch? What are you doing here?' I ask surprised as he walks into my house.
Shutting the door, I turn to the straight face man.
"I want you to take some time off, two weeks at least" he says
"I know Morgan already told me this, I don't need to hear it again." I mumble
"Reid were just looking out for you"
"Ya well stop. I don't need you to or anybody else" I call getting angry
"Reid calm down."
"Sorry, I just, what am I supposed to do now?" I ask
"Whatever you want to do. You should go visit your mom" he reminds me and I actually like his idea.
"She would love that" I say smiling.
I miss her
"I also want you to talk to someone" he suggests
"I don't need to. I'm fine" I mention
"You need to talk to someone Reid. Think about it okay?"
"Yeah, I will"
Oh but I wont. I feel fine why does he think I need counselling.
"Reid" he calls
"Yeah" I reply
"I'm really glad you're okay" He says getting ready to leave
"Hotch" I ask before he leaves
"Yeah"
"Thank you, for everything" I say
Hotch is like the father I never had and I'm so glad he's always got my back. He walks over and pulls me into a fatherly hug showing me his rare smile. I don't know why he doesn't smile more often.
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Spencer Reid- Dilaudid
FanfictionSpencer Reid struggles after being kidnapped by the one and only, Tobias Hankel. The only way he can cope with his PTSD is with Dilaudid. Find out how his team learns about his pain and suffering. Will they be able to help with his addiction? sxreid
