I bolted up in bed, scrambling sideways against the wall. I was panting heavily, my eyes darting around. My body was covered in cold sweat, and my heart was hammering against my chest, the sound filling my ears.
I carefully scanned every inch of my bedroom, making sure that there was really nothing in there. I pushed my hair out of my face.
“Just a dream,” I mumbled to myself. I couldn’t remember what it had been about. But it hadn’t been real, and that’s all that really mattered.
Still, my body was trembling. I found myself fumbling with my cell phone, dialing Will’s number and holding the phone to my ear.
I backed myself into the corner, pulling my knees up to my chest and allowing my eyes to dart around my room again. It was dark, the only light coming from a streetlight outside. It cast a dull orange glow through my room, illuminating it just enough for me to see everything.
“Hello?”
Will’s voice was sleepy, but I could tell by the tone that he had already been awake. I mentally kicked myself. I shouldn’t have called him. If I had called him while he had been sleeping, I would’ve beaten myself up over it. The kid needed to sleep.
“Hey, were you already up?” I asked.
“Yea. I never went to bed. I’ve been working on a paper,” he said, yawning. “Why, what’s up? It’s three in the morning.”
I checked the clock. It red out 3.17, and I knew I wasn’t going to be falling back to sleep anytime soon.
“You should go to bed,” I said.
“I know you didn’t just call me at three in the morning to tell me to go to bed. What’s up?” he asked.
“I couldn’t sleep. So I figured I’d call you, I guess,” I said, slowly uncurling my body and cautiously lying down. I rolled over so that I was facing my room, my eyes continuing their patrol.
“Nightmare?” he guessed.
“You could say that. I don’t know. I can’t remember what it was,” I said.
“What’s the worst dream you’ve ever had?” he asked.
Normally, I would’ve made some snarky comeback. But I had just woken up violently, and I was exhausted. I wasn’t thinking right. So I answered honestly.
“I once had a nightmare that I got killed in a hit and run. No one came to my funeral, and no one remembered who I was by the next day. Not even my own parents. My ghost floated around, trying to get someone’s attention to remind them that I had been alive. To let them know that I was still there. But everyone forgot about me, and I faded away. Then I just…woke up.” I rubbed at my eyes. God, I was so tired.
“Do you want me to come over?” he asked.
“No,” I said, shaking my head even though he couldn’t see me. “I want you to go to bed.”
“Do me a favor, Ethan. Close your eyes,” he said.
But I didn’t want to close my eyes. I didn’t want to risk something crawling out of its hiding place in my room and getting me.
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Changing Will [boyxboy]
Teen FictionEthan is sarcastic and sassy. Will is careless and troubled. When Ethan sees how bad Will is struggling, he decides to help the 20 year old. But in order to help Will, Ethan realizes he must face his own dark past. As feelings and secrets emerge bet...