Lost Without YUZHOU

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Note: Check out the new version of chapter 9 to 15. The titles are The Universe hates me to What Happened? Those are the last changes to this story. Now that's all done the last mission is to finish this. This is mixed with Jingyu's and Wei Zhou's POV in the 3rd kind of perspective. Jingyu's 3rd POV is the majority just so you know.

《Finally I updated and I'm finally 18 people 🎉》

Today was filled with so much drama that Jingyu's whole body felt drained. He never felt so tired even when he had the chance to train inside a military base. He didn't do anything that's physical but he was emotionally very tired.

A quick cold shower always calmed him down but this time it didn't. Every drop of water hitting his back just made him more furious. He cranked the knob to the coldest temperature it could possibly go. No matter how ice cold the water may be, his body didn't feel anything but this burning rage that he couldn't understand.

So after a couple of minutes, he gave up and decided to get dressed when he went to bed. Before he could grab the doorknob he saw himself in the mirror. His reflection looked miserable. He still had multiple bruises but the way his eyes looked was something he did not expect. He saw his eyes have this cloudy gray color that he never knew he had.

He didn't think about it twice or even question himself why his brown eye's turned into this pitiful gray color. His whole body felt numb. He then twisted the doorknob only to find something he did not expect. He felt all of his emotions came back like a title wave.

"Why are you packing?" Jingyu felt his voice echoed through the room as Wei Zhou ignored him for a while. He was too busy packing his stuff to even look at him. When Wei Zhou did finally look at him he looked lost in his own thoughts that Jingyu can't pinpoint the exact emotion he was feeling. Jingyu leaned on the doorway still feeling his strength wasn't back to its normal state.

"I need to go." Wei Zhou didn't even have the guts to look at him longer than 4 seconds before he continued to go back getting more stuff from their shared closet. Jingyu stayed put as he observed Wei Zhou going back and forth grabbing every last clothing he had hidden in their closet. Some point in time his body took over and slowly he walked closer to where Wei Zhou was folding his shirts.

"Why?" Jingyu stared at Wei Zhou like he was about to disappear into thin air if he even just blinked. His voice and movement weren't the same. Jingyu can't even recognize the person he was talking to anymore but that didn't stop him from knowing why it's happening.

"I need to get away..." Jingyu froze and every cell in his body felt cold. This short reply made his heart ached. He knew that this day would come. He just didn't expect to feel this weird ache spreading across his heart.

"From me..."

"From me."Jingyu's deep serious voice echoed through the room. His intention wasn't supposed to sound that harsh but he couldn't seem to control it. There was this lump in his throat that kept him from saying what he really meant. All he wanted to do was scream, but there was no reason for him to feel so frustrated.

Time stood still as the air around them felt so thin as if the oxygen around them dropped. Wei Zhou stopped what he was doing. No one dared to move a muscle. Jingyu just stared at Wei Zhou waiting for the answer he once wished would have happened before.

No emotion could be seen written on Jingyu's face. He was completely frozen like a statue but his heart was beating like a drum. His mind was split in two as one prepared for the dangerous blow and one was still trying to figure out why this was a bad thing. Nevertheless, one thing was for sure, he changed his mind he didn't want to hear his answer but it was too late.