It All Started With A Video J-hope X Reader

The Change

______ POV:

After I got over my near death experience of me almost having a break down in my room thinking about BTS, I wanted to apologize to J-hope about what I did earlier. I took about 5 DEEP breaths before I step out the door of my hotel room. J-hope's room door was only 3 steps away from my door, I took one step taking another breath then another step. At this point I just look like an idiot. Each step took me 20 seconds because of me over analyzing the situation, thoughts like: Maybe he doesn't want to see me...or...he probably thinks I'm weird. After the last step, I finally found my self about to knock on the door

but then I heard..................

"FOR THE LAST TIME I DIDN'T GET REJECTED I DON'T EVEN LIKE THE GIRL!!" J-hope screamed... right after that he open up the door and slammed it with full strength....

                    Something inside me just shattered...

                              Is there a reason why..

                                    Is something wrong with me?

                                                           What did I do.....

J-hope POV:

The girl who is standing in front of me who seem like she was looking right through me.She had no emotion on her face. She slowly turns around, the way she was walking back to her room was sloppy and unbalanced. It looked like she could've collapsed at anytime......but she didn't.

______POV:

Well, I don't even care anymore.......I grab a pair of scissors from 1 of the drawers in the kitchen part of the hotel room.

I walk into the washroom.......I look at my reflection in the mirror..... 

I pick up the scissor with one hand and then grab a length of my hair with my other hand. After a long deep breath I lift the pair of scissor to the section of hair I was holding. With a fast cut, the hair that I was once holding was now falling onto the ground. The section of hair on my head was now above my ears, I stare at the mirror as I continue to cut the rest of the it. As I watch the strands of hair fall onto the ground.

No Ones POV:

Even though you clearly understood that the chances of a kpop fan being able to date their favorite member is basically impossible. J-hope meant a lot to you, he was the one that made you feel like you could achieve many of your hardest goals because of his own efforts to make his fans happy. You had your parents but they are barely around to support you, them letting you go to Kcon was just your luck.

______ POV:

My hair was now very short but looked decent enough for me to walk out in public. I never knew how much my appearance could change from just cutting my hair short. My hair was now above my ears, I walk out of the washroom to change my clothes. I change into a white t-shirt and black shorts that go down to my knee's. I walk over to the mirror to see what I look like, with my short hair and the clothes I was wearing, I looked a little more tomboyish (don't know if thats a word) then before. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door, I froze only to see J-hope standing there with a face of guilt to then confusion. He then said:

                                                                "Is this the right room?"