affected // j.b.

Danger

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KENDALL'S POV

"Get the fuck off of me" I shout pushing him, his deep caramel eyes innocently stare at me

As much as I wanna kiss him, he's a been a bitch to me, and if I let him kiss me, when he's sober he will blame everything on me.

"Come on baby" he slurs walking dangerously close to me

"No Justin stop being so nice you're the one who decided to ditch me to fucking get drunk" I scoff walking in the opposite direction of him

"Just one kiss please" he begs smirking at me

"No Justin leave me alone" I sigh sitting on the bed

Of course he sits next to me, I stand again looking down at him

"You're so stubborn" he whines

"No I'm not this is crap Justin I've gone to hell and back today while you were out having fun" tears threaten to roll down my cheeks but I don't allow it

"I-I'm sorry" I know he doesn't mean it he's drunk

"No your not do you even know what happened? Did Chaz tell you?" I ask

"What" he asks like a child

"Our- my baby died the only freaking person that was gonna love me for who I am didn't make it because I'm a freaking idiot" I tug my hair in frustration

"What?" he says again but slower and softer

"You heard me" I roll my eyes

"Yea but how come you didn't tell me" he says, his eyes are glossy

"Because you were being an ass" I sigh, he stands in front of me, I look down not wanting to make eye contact

"Look at me" he coos

I shake my head no, not wanting him to see my tears

I feel his index finger raise my chin to meet his Carmel eyes

"I'm so sorry Kendall I really am, I hope you know that"

"You should be happy right? You hate me anyways, you didn't even want to have a baby with me that was a huge mistake that I will take back in a blink of an eye, I'm tired of people pretending like they care" I sound like freaking needy person

He just stares at me "get out please" I beg not wanting to stare at him

"I'm sorry Kendall" he says once more with a surprise peck on the lips, then he quickly escorts himself out

What the fuck just happened. He's obviously still drunk.

It's only seven o'clock and I'm worn out from all this shit that's been happening to me it always seems like god hands me the biggest obstacle.

I lay on my bed not bothering to change, before I know it I start dozing off

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When I wake up the next morning I have a headache I decide to take a warm shower before doing anything

After my shower I wraps the towel around my body, I brush my teeth and hair

"Shit I have no clothes" I really didn't wanna walk to Justin's room. But I have to

I lightly knock at his door hoping he's not in it

"Come in" he shouts, damn.

His eyes widen as I walk in only in my towel, he states at me taking in my appearance

"I need to borrow some clothes" I say flatly

He get up from the bed, he's dressed in dark washed jeans, black v-neck, and high tops he honestly looks hot

He hands me some gray sweats and a black shirt

"Justin do you remember what happened last night" I asked, the curiosity was eating me away

"A little not really all I remember was I was in your room" he squints his eyes deep in thought trying to remember what happened

"Well do you remember what we said?" I asked

"Nope why?" he looks deep into my eyes

Tears brush my eyes "my- our baby didn't make it" I blurt out

"What?" he's pale obviously shocked

"I'm so sorry" he surprises me with a hug

Maybe Justin did care.

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A.N.

IM READING A HARRY STYLES FANFIC AND I JUST CANT BC ITS PERFECT

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Sorry it's so short I've been busyyyyy