after a while we got bored with sitting there so I said bye to my friends and we both went to my house my mum wasn't home.... again. I basically live alone my dad got shot on front of me when I was nine and my mum is always on some work trip she is basically gone for 10 months a year she only comes home for the month of mine and her birthday which unfortunately is in the same month maybe if it was in different months I would be able to see her for am extra month and she a
so comes in December for Christmas I have no brothers or sisters so I'm usually alone or I invite people to stay over.
when we got to my house I opened the door and we both walked in I went into my room to go and get changed and Levi followed me
"I'm going to get changed... where do you think you are going?"
"to the bathroom" she said obviously lying I rolled my eyes and continued up the stairs and I knew he was staring at my ass but I didn't care.
when I got out of my room, I saw Levi there waiting for me on my sofa so I went and cuddled up next to him and I put on a movie which we didn't watch we just talked and kissed and talked and kissed some more
we completely lost track of time and when I checked my phone I realised it was midnight oh my gosh...
"LEVI!" I shouted scaring him
"what" he said looking worried
"its frikking midnight thirty"
"what!? don't lie" I showed him my phone and he sighed saying his mum is going to kill him but decided to stay with me anyways
"I'm already going to get I'm trouble so I might as well just stay and take the shouting at tomorrow" he said smiling and oh my gosh the way his eyes just sparkled and his teeth shined I just fell for him all over again and I was so happy to have him.
"so what do you want to talk about?" he asked me
"I don't know anything"
"OK tell me more about yourself"
"what do you want to know?" I asked
"ermmm I'll just ask you random questions and you have to answer truthfully OK?"
"alright ask away" I said smiling but freaking out on the inside what if he asked me questions I just can't answer would he be mad at me what... he cut me off my thoughts with his first question
"have you ever been in a gang before?"
"erm I hang out with gang members sometimes but I'm not part of them"
"OK next question, have you lost your virginity"
"shut up you already know the answer to that question"
"I know I do but you still have to answer" he said smiling
"ugh OK fine yes I have" I said rolling my eyes
"and how did that feel like" he said while kissing my neck
"I ain't going to tell you that am I, if you wanna know you are gonna have to experience it for your self"... what the fuck am I saying seriously... I thought i should push him off me but I didn't mind I liked it...
the next morning Levi went home and once again I was alone and left with only my thoughts and once again they took over
I looked at myself I'm the mirror and ugh my nose is too big and my face is totally out of proportion wtf. why am I so tall why can't I be cute and short like most other girls these thoughts circled in my mind and it went from me hating my self to a flash back of the day I saw my farther die the day after my ninth birthday.
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
Love me or hate me, this is my life
किशोर उपन्यासwell like you can see in the title this is a story of my life.... well not my life lyanie 's life which may seem ok from the outside but in her head she is insecure and scared lyanie has seen things that no one should see and is quiet disturbed from...
