Love me or hate me, this is my life

surprise

ring ring

my palms were sweating

ring ring

I was feeling dizzy

ring ring

"hello" Levi answered and I froze "hello lyanie?" he said

"Oh yeah erm hey" I finally said "can you please come to my house I really need to talk to you"

"yeah sure I'll be right there is everything OK?" he asked

"yeah I just need to talk to you, see you soon bye" I said quickly

"bye" he said sounding confused then I quickly hung up the phone before he could say anything else and dropped down on the sofa about ten minuets later I got up and went to change I wore a skin tight white long sleeves top that made my baby bump look massive  with denim jeans and then I put on a baggy black Gilly Hicks pullover hoodie on top of the top so my big belly was hidden about 5 minuets after I finished getting dressed I heard a knock on the door I took a deep breath and opened it

"hey" Levi said with a worried smile

"hey" I said moving out of the way to let him in he then sat on my sofa

"so what's wrong" Levi asked looking at me with caring eyes

"erm do you want something to eat or drink or something" I nervously tried to change the subject

"no thank you" he replied politely "so what's wrong" he asked again I sat next to him on my sofa and opened my mouth but no words came out instead tears started flowing from my eyes and Levi held me close rocking me back and forth and saying I can tell him anything it's OK so I broke free from his hug and since no words will come out of my mouth I took hold of his hand and placed it on my belly staring directly into his eyes for a second he looked confused then he quickly pulled his hand away and looked at me in disbelief

"no" he said pacing up and down my living room

"lift your top up" he demanded and I did without arguing "no for fuck sake no, are you sure it's mine" he asked me I was shocked by the question

"of course it is who else would be the dad"

"don't call me a dad of that, that" he pointed at my belly "thing" he said still pacing

"don't call it a thing it's my... our baby that I'm carrying" I said quiet pissed off

"well I don't want it" he shouted throwing his arms up in the air still pacing

"what the fuck is wrong with you" I said extremely pissed off

"how... " he shouted and I cut him off

"don't you dare shout at me before I crushed your manhood " then he lowered his voice

"how did you even end up pregnant" he asked

"from the night of my party"

"Oh for fuck sake" he said sitting next to me again and vigorously lifting up my hoodie revealing my belly through the white top

"oiii" I shouted pulling the black hoodie back down "you could be a little more careful you know have some respect I'm carrying our baby" I could tell those words made him feel uncomfortable which made me feel a little bit of joy since he was acting like such a dick 

"lift up the hoodie" Levi demanded

"no" I said pissed off

"why"   he said frustrated