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"Nothing really matters,
Anyone could see.
Nothing really matters...

To
Me."

dear lacy,

you stopped going to school and i stopped going to band practice.

you've been becoming paler and paler, thinner and thinner.

i beg and i cry for you to eat your meals,

but you never give in.

once in a while you smile when i hug you. you say whenever i touch you, you feel a warmness inside of you. that i make you happy and that i'm your safe place.

you says i make your insecurities disintegrate.

but not enough hugs in the world will fix you, lacy. you say you're too far gone, and so does your therapist...

which you now go to an hour everyday of the week.

i say you're not fading, though. i always have.

but i don't know how any of this happened.

i thought i treated you well. i thought i cared for you and loved you enough.

but obviously not. and i'm sad to say,

but i think you're a bit too far gone, too.

-luke xx

((Well that just got vv sad even for me))

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