lacy (l.r.h.)

§sixty§

"Promise me you'll never let me leave..."

(1/1/17)

I'm depressed because my mum says she hates you. She called you names. She called me names. She called us names. Way to start off the New Year...

(1/2/17)

You asked me if you would be a good mum. I smiled and said yes, of course. But inside I was crying, hearing my mums voice saying how you were a fat whore, saying that you were a piece of nothingness in an ocean full of important people. Saying that I could do better. Saying that you could do better. That we could've done better.

(1/3/17)

I didn't think my time would go so fast. These feelings...

Aren't okay.

I've made my choice, and I'm sorry. Words shouldn't sting as much as these ones did.

I'm leaving. I want to be your husband. I want to be your wall when you fall down. I want to be your everything.

I want to be your child's father.

But I can't...

And I'm sorry.

(1/4/17)

Goodbye.

I love you.

You were my everything, and I was yours, but the words got to me.

I don't know what happened, but...

I'll see you soon, Lacy.

- Luke ;