Okay so like listen to It's Quiet Uptown
But imagine it playing while Longtail is coping (at least, the best he can) in the days, maybe even months, following Swiftpaw's death
His death affected Longtail so much and omg they were one of my favorite brotps like come on guys
Swiftpaw was the only person Longtail was actually nice to (besides Mousefur and Purdy, but that's later)
Also the fact that Longtail was suicidal at one point after Swiftpaw's death doesn't help (Vicky Holmes said so herself)