Welcome to my life and my thoughts. Poems book 2.

Worth It

I hate realising the truth, well it's not so much the realising of it, it's the accepting and acknowledging it because I know it's what I've been trying to dogde and avoid.

You're not worth crying over,

But what you're doing is,

You're tearing me apart inside,

It's like you're pulling me away from the ones I love,

You've taken everything of that person I was,

You don't don't even realise how much,

You've broken me,

I feel as if nothing will make this better,

Nothing will fix it,

You don't ever appreciate anything I do,

You don't seem to understand that all this work I put in, into everything is all for you,

I want to be someone you can be proud of,

Someone you aren't ashamed of,

I can't be that person,

It's hard,

No matter what I do it's never enough,

Nothing is anymore,

I don't see the point anymore,

One day you'll feel how I feel,

Know what it's like,

I won't help,

I'll watch you fall apart day by day,

Like I have fallen apart right under your nose,

You just haven't noticed,

You've been too busy it seems to even notice me,

But you'll understand one day,

The pain I feel,

You'll get it one day,

One day is not today,

Or tomorrow,

It'll be when you're least expecting it,

When everthing's going right,

Just like it was for me.