Something New

Chapter 7

Waking up I squinted my eyes as the sun began to peak through my curtains and into my bedroom. Checking my phone I read that the time was eight in the morning. Yawning I sat up and stretch, looking to my left I seen Shawn sleeping like a baby. Giggling to myself I decided to let him stay sleep. I'll just wait to wake him up. Getting out the bed I wanted to curse Shawn ass out as I felt soreness between my legs. Like they seriously felt injured right now to the point where I kind of limp to the bathroom. I am going to take the hottest bath to help ease my soreness. Since I didn't really have nothing to do today I just put on some black leggings and a white tank top. After getting dress I headed down stairs to cook breakfast. Shawn ass was still sleep but I bet once he smell food he will get up.

Plugging my phone into the aux cord that I have hook up to my speakers I began to play 90s R&B music. While hearing Xscape's "who can I run to" I grab everything I needed, I usually don't cook on Saturdays but I was in the mood to do so. Maybe Shawn's sex is why I am so happy right now, I won't tell him that because that will only boost his ego and I don't need that.

As I was singing along to the words and putting the bacon on the skillet I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. Smiling I turn my head a little bit to face him. Shawn kissed me on the cheek then walked around to sit on the stool and watch me cook.

"Damn I must have put it down last night for you to get up and cook breakfast."

"Or I could have been hungry and decided to cook" I said while flipping the bacon.

He waved me off "When are you going to stop fronting and just say I am the best you ever had. I be seeing the way you cum and trust me baby girl it be a lot. It lets me know you be needing it."

I didn't say anything because I wasn't going to tell him yet that the sex was great. I don't know why but I feel like once I admit it out loud then I will become addicted to him and it want more than ever. So for right now I will play this cat and mouse game until I am ready to admit it.

"I have a question." I said as I took a bite of my waffle, we were at the table eating waffles, eggs, and bacon.

Shawn nodded his head "Let me guess you want to know what we doing huh?" I really can't stand how predictable I am to him, but I told him yes that's what I want to know.

He ate some of his food before he answered me "Well we kind of had this discussion before. I don't really do relationships and you know I sleep around so honestly the ball is in your court."

"But I don't do casual sex."

"That's the only thing to describe us right now though" he stated "I mean think about it ma when I want it I hit you up and I'm sure once you get comfortable you will start hitting me up saying you want it. Ain't nothing wrong with that it's basically friends with benefits."

"There is something wrong, you are not just sleeping with me. You are sleeping with other women and that is something I am not okay with." I get what friends with benefits is and how it go but I can't go through with it while knowing Shawn has other women that he's screwing.

We didn't say anything for a while just ate our food in silence. Once Shawn finish his food he got up and put his dishes in the sink. I wasn't really done but I did somewhat lose my appetite. I just finish off my apple juice.

"Come here" Shawn demanded but it wasn't no aggressive to it.

Against my better judgment I put my cup down and headed towards him. He was leaning against the counter with his hands resting in his pockets. Walking up to him I stood close enough to give us space but enough for him to reach out and grab me. And that is exactly what he did. He grab me and wrap his arms around me. Bending his head down he gave me a kiss on the lips.