It didn't mean anything

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by YviGray

by YviGray

"I'm at home" I screamed.
I took off my shoes and entered my room. I fell on my bed and replayed the kiss scene.
Why did I kiss him back ughh I have to talk about it.

I took a quick shower and changed into my pyjamas (pic above )
I need a guitar so I can pour my heart and emotions out.

I need to listen to some music.
I played some music from my favourite musicians.
Ruth B , Shawn Mendes , Beyoncé and Nicki Minaj.

I went on Instagram so I would forget everything. It worked I saw pictures of my friends back in London.
I followed Brent on Instagram.

I looked at his picture and pictures that were taken of him. I know it looks like I'm a stalker but I know you guys do it as well. I went to Blake's Instagram and did the same as I did by Brent.

There was a picture of him and a girl. I was curious who she was and I clicked on the picture. Apparently her name was Ariel but she called herself baby ariel. I looked at the comments.
After about 3 comments I realised that they were dating.

Life of the party started playing even though I was sad I couldn't stop singing.
Shawn mendes has a powerful voice.
Once I hear his voice I forget all of my problems.

I felt so sorry for Ariel her boyfriend kind of cheated on her.
I wore my bunny slippers and went over to Blake's.
I climbed on the tree and knocked on the window.

Blake opened the window for me and I sat on his bed.
"Hey what are you .... ''
"Why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?" I interrupted him.

"Oh yeah I don't want to sound mean but that 'kiss' didn't mean anything to me" he said.
I was so shocked I ran downstairs went to my room wore my sweatpants and took my sneakers.

I took my headphones and went jogging.
A drop in the ocean a cover by Shawn mendes played in my phone. I couldn't stop myself from singing.

After running for a hour I entered a music shop. I looked for a guitar.
The body was blue and had some flowery designs on it.
Without hesitation I grabbed it and pay.

As soon as I open the door to my grandparents house I saw Austin, McKenzie and my family well except my parents.
Confused I looked at all of them.
"Where have you been ?" my sister asked.

"I went jogging and I bought a guitar."
"We were looking for you" a familiar voice said. I turned around and saw no one but Blake.

"I'm sorry I was just gone for an hour and thirty minutes " I said
I went to my room closed the door and sat on my bed.

I took my new guitar and played a drop in the ocean by Ron pobe.
I loved that song. I decided to play another song bye Shawn mendes.

" I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want
And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop

I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying

When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can.

I stopped singing because I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in" I screamed.
I was in a good mood. Music always made me happy.

Blake entered the room and took a chair. He sat on the chair and faced me.
"Soo sorry I ..."

"No don't it's ok let's just forget about it"
"Ok if you want to " he said.

"Don't be mad but did you feel something? " I asked scared.
"Well I don't know it was a good kiss and yeah. " he said.

"I think I should go" he said.
"Yes you should" I said and laid in my bed.
Once he left I opened my laptop.
I watched Stranger Things . After episode 8 I was about to drift asleep.