I'm sorry
I hate how I get
pushed around
Yet I don't make a peep
or a sound
I hate how guys
remind me of the past
And how it often
doesn't seem to last
I hate my life
And the way I'm treated
I hate it so much
that I'm often heated
I hate my looks
and the way I laugh
I hate my smile
and my big old fat
I hate my hair
and how I talk
I hate my color
an the way I walk
I hate my writing
and big fat mouth
How every things fine
and I make It go south
I hate how your perfect
And the differences between
Me and you
And how your so lean
I hate how I love you
I hate how I stare
I hate how many people
Stop and glare
I hate how I ruin
every thing I touch
I hate how our love
has became so much
I hate that I'm jealous
I hate how I treated you
I hate how seeing you with her
made me feel so blue
I hate that I'm the bad guy
and the one who's mean
But I can't really trust anyone ..
Anyone but me
I hate how I was wrong
And you were right
I hate that I was so
Stuck up and up tight
I hate that I
was so rude
And how I
acted so crude
I hate how I made
you so mad
And how on the bus
I felt so bad
I hate how I love you
With all of my heart
I hate how my ignorance
tore us apart
I couldn't tell you
How I felt
How seeing you so happy with her
Made my heart melt
I wish I could
take it back
I wish my heart
Wasn't so black
All I really
needed to say
Was that I'm sorry
for that day
I'm Sorry :(
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Sorry that it's crappy I was really upset .. And long story short it was bout how I acted stupid and mean to the one I love just because I was jealous .. Also it was what I think of myself .... So yea that's it
Have a great day
I love whoever is reading :)
Love
Your best friend
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My peotry
PoesieThis is my collection of poetry .. All my own and a little bipolar at times ... But I hope you enjoy