My peotry

Every day

Every Day

I'm here but I'm not,

My heart is caught.

I get in this faze,

Then I'm depressed for days.

I can always attend something,

But my heart feels nothing.

I don't know how to explain,

All I know is I'm never the same.

It all starts when I think,

About how no one would care if I smoked or drank.

About how nobody cares,

All they know how to do is glare.

Or they completely ignore me,

I don't know what I have to be.

To have people notice or see that I'm here,

That I'm not ok, that I need to shed some tears.

No one is there for me I realize that now,

They all just think I am this fat ugly cow.

Nobody notices that I'm in pain,

Or that I am tempted to slide a blade across my vain.

No one sees the real me, or who I am,

They all just think that I'm able, that I can.

Nobody sees how fake my smile is,

Or that I'm caught in this blood abis.

Yes you.. Out there who read,

This is a road for you to lead.

Don't be fooled by everything fake,

Make sure your friends aren't at stake.

And don't have pity for all of the broken,

Cause we don't like our feelings spoken.

Just remember when you see

A person who might want to flee

Tell them "it's ok" tell them "you can talk to me."

Be the person we have to lean on

That's all some of us need..

So that we won't want to be gone..

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Be a rock, be strong, and always remember there is a light at the end of every tunnel...

Love

Your best friend