Life as it used to be

What have you done?

Lucy's POV
"Ahh" a scream echoes down the hall as I pull my dress off my body,
"Kenzington" I gasp I run to see her banging her fist on the floor screaming and crying her bloody hand run through her hair as she looks up at me "she saved me" she says crying , I look away her blood spilled on the floor from hitting the wall and floor,
"what do you mean" I ask tilting my head as I inch closer to her, "I remember she put her arms over my head to protect me and now she's dead" she sobs continuing to hit the floor, I sit with her and put my hand on her ice cold fingers " it's okay"I say tearing up "it's okay"
"I wish I was a better sister" she says in a muffled voice I squeeze my eyes shut trying not to cry "we will get through this I promise" I lift her off her feet and walk her to the bathroom I pull her shirt over her head and a large scar sits on her stomach "how did you get this" I say pointing at her tummy her eyes fill up with tears as she begins to speak " I threw myself down the stairs" she replies, "why would you do that" I ask
"Because it should of been me who died" she says stepping into the bath I wash her and dry her off I drive her to Troians house and tell her to keep a close eye on her.
"Ian" I say pushing open the door and walking into the big open doorway,
"Yeah babe" he says wiping shaving cream of his face "Kenzington tried to kill herself"I say throwing myself into his arms his body was warm and I missed his touch and his smell "what" he replies "and I can't have her acting like this around the baby" I say biting my lip he pulls his body close to mine and kisses me "we're pregnant"he says smiling.