54. Happily

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(That pic 👆 legit shook me 😭 my ZIGI heart ❤️)

ZAYN'S POV
While sitting on the couch being silent was the only thing we both did.
"I told our families" i say breaking the silence
"Oh" she says
"They understood" i say
"Hmm" she says awkwardly.
For a few mins there was no exchange of talk.
"Zayn, i did not do it" she says with tearful eyes.
I don't reply
"Believe me zayn, it was forceful" she says as her voice cracks.
"How can i believe you?" I ask turning my gaze away from her
"Don't you trust me?" She asks
"I did but not after that" i say turning back to her
Her eyes were glossy and a few tears were already down her cheeks.
"I swear " she says
"I swear to god, zayn" she says
"I need you!" She shouts out of no where.
What should i say? I need you too? No i won't say that
"I-- don't love --you anymore" i say lying to myself.
She breaks into tears
"Zayn, no please" she says between sobs
I stay there sitting silently until i realize what i am doing. I can't let her go again. I love her and i need her. I can't keep lying to her and act like i doin't.
I can't.
"I can't do this anymore!" I say out of frustration.
"Do what?" She asks
"Lie to you and lie to myself" i say
"I love you gigi!" I shout smashing my lips on hers.
My hands wrap around her thin waist pulling her closer to me.
"I love you too" she says wrapping her arms around my neck to deepen the kiss.
I tug on her bottom lip for permission and she gladly takes it. I roam my tongue around her mouth exploring each and every inch.
"I missed you baby" i say pulling away and.
she nuzzles her head in the crook of my neck.
"Me too" she says.
I missed this feeling so much. The feeling of love.
"So you and carter--" i begin to say only to be cut off
"We were nothing! He forced me for sex!" She says pressing her lips to mine sending shivers down my spine.
"I believe you " i say pulling away.
"Thank you" she smiles.
"Lets stay here and start fresh. Away from our past" i say
"Yeah" she smiles as she calls and cancels the order for her key.
"A new beginning" she whispers
"Surely" i say kissing her cheek.
"Will you marry me? Again?" I chuckle
"Yes again" she giggles.
My eyes light up when i see the ring still on her finger.
"You did not take the ring off?" I ask running my hands over her hand.
"Nope, i coudn't" she says looking at it.
"Glad you did not" i smile.
She nods.
"I will tell mum to re start the preparations" i tell her
She nods and intertwines our fingers. I call my mum.
"Hello mum?" I say
"Hi. Son shine" she says
"Re start the wedding preparations" i smile at the thought.
"What?! Are you joking?!" She asks extremely excited.
"No i am not, gi and i are back" i declare.
"Omg!! I will call Yolanda!" She shouts hanging up.
"She was excited and happy af!" I say
"Would be" she smiles
"Just in 1 and a half month, you will be mine forever" i say
"Happily" she says
I smile at her and hold her hand never wanting to let go.
Gigi's presence makes me feel alive. Her lips on mine causes fireworks in my body. Her smile makes my heart beat 5 times faster. She is my something i cannot imagine my life without.
Its like she is my life support, my oxygen and most importantly my soon to be wife:)
All i thought after i left was about her.
She was always in my mind never leaving for a second..
i am empty without her and she completes me but now i have her back and i am planning on holding on tight this time never letting go.
Every moment spent with her is delighful. She is my joy, my happiness, my love and my priority.
She is the one that i count for, the one that i care for and the one that i would be there for.
I never thought i would be the type of guy to fall in love so badly but i trust and love her beyond anything.
I will love her and protect her till my last breadth because a royalty like her deserves the best. How was i this lucky? Is the question in my mind but she always makes me believe i am deserving.
I will never let her down and i still need to set carter straight else he might do something again behind my back.
I will do anything to keep him away because i now know how important she is to me.
I am half a heart without her
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Finally!!
They are back!❤️
I couldn't wait anymore and then a lot of were saying that in the comments so i just wrote this chapter!
I am so happy💞
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