South Park X Reader

Stan x Depressed || Notice Me

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You had been going through some tough times. At school and at home. Wendy Testaburger was spreading rumors about you and at home, your dad had just passed away. Your mom, didn't talk to you anymore. She talked to you here and there but not enough. Little did she know, you were in love but was afraid to sense it cause of fear.
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"Oh c'mon Y/n!" Cartman was pulling your hand. "I insist! You should really go to the arcade!" He yells, pulling you. "I said no! I can't make stupid friends and all I get is laughter with strangers about silly old me" You buff. "UGH, fine you little asshole! Be that way!!" He yells letting go of you. "Go away fatass!" I shout. He walks away with Stan, Kyle, and Kenny by his side. Now you could finally go home and cry for the day. "Yay I get to go home and cry my little heart out" you said sarcastically.
Little did you know, Stan was listening.
You walk home and slam the door shut. "Oh dearest, why are you home late?" Your mom spoke at first. "Fights" you argue "oh sweet pea, ever since your dad di-". "DONT BRING HIM INTO THIS MOM!" You wipe your tears away. You run up stairs, only releasing your dead inner self. You've forgotten about who you used to be. You had high expectations, and high responsibilities. But you couldn't do it with depression. You laid on your bed only to think about your future.

'Hey maybe I could kill myself and go to heaven? Or maybe leave and never look back?'  You thought to yourself.

      Knock Knock

"Who is it?" You ask. "It's umm Stan" Stan says.

Stan marsh at your house?
Impossible.....

"O-oh, come in" You look away from the door. Your bed sinks down, some one is next to you. You don't look around to see if it's actually Stan. "You ok?" He asks. You turn your head only seeing the Stan. "Y-yeah!" You put a fake smile on your face. "That's so fake!" He laughs. "W-why are you here?" You ask him. "Why do you cry everyday? Why do you hurt yourself everyday? Why do you do this? Why did you change after the death? Your not who you used  to be! Why change? Why change now?" He raises his voice. "I-I..
I can't take it.... I'm sorry but.... Love is so complex and I had love for my father! And you know  what? My lover got a girlfriend of his own on that day. So what's new? I'm not surprised if I'm staying depressed for another 30 years. Plus like you care if I change. I can hurt myself and cry my heart out if I want! You can't stop me!!" You cry as You raise your voice Alittle louder. "I may not can stop you but I'm gonna try. I'm gonna try for you. All for you. Cause  it brakes me to see you cry and hurt. Your not only hurting yourself, your hurting me." He stares at the floor. "How can I hurt you if I'm not noticed by you? Do you understand how much you hurt me?!? And you think I hurt you when you hurt me
Every.
Single.
Day?" I shout out crying. "A-and you don't notice m-me cry in t-the janitor's clos-"  he pressed he's lips gently onto yours, as he wiped away your tears. "I notice every single day. Don't ever think I don't notice you. I love you too much to not see you" he smiled.

"I love you too.
Stan
Marsh" I smile.

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DONE! This was so sloppy cuz it's like 3:34 in da morning and I'm extremely tired! And I have dance sharp at 7:00 but I have to get there at like 6:00 so I have to go! But hope you enjoyed BAII~