Mistful Summer (BxB)

• S3 | Passengger | #3.0

Josh Pov:

Yan, was asleep four hours into the drive. I figured he would be as his composition book was flat on his chest as his seat was leaned back. Turning the volume down just a little, as I put the car into cruise control.

I-65 to I-10 were basically straightaways, we usually take turns making the almost thirteen hour drive, but I had my energy drinks on deck as I heard his soft snore. I listen to saudin album straight through as I was six hours into our drive. Yan was acutely waking up just in time, I'd yawned a few times by now.

I watched out the corner of my eye as his seat was raising up. He stretched as he closed his composition book, putting it between his seat. "How long was I sleep?" He asked yawning, making me yawn as well, as we both chuckled. "I've been driving almost six hours now" I said as he leaned over kissing me. "Stop at the nearest store, I'll drive the rest" he said smiling at me.

I gave him this suspicious face as he was still smiling. "What did you mean when you said we're going to your real family?" I asked as he shrugged. "I don't know what you're talking about baby" he said looking out the window. "Alright, let me text my homie just in case I come up missing on some real shit" I joked as he slapped my phone from my hand.

"No texting and driving" he groaned as I smacked my lips. "Ah-hhhh, okay baby" I yelled as he grabbed my nuts through my jeans. "I'll kill us both" I groaned swerving the car as he gave me this shook look. "Wow, let me leave you alone" he chuckled as I winked at him. "Better ask about me, I get crazy" I said as I pushed play on my phone playing nicki I get crazy as he burst out laughing. 

"I knew you were a fan" he chuckled as I smiled at him taking the first exit I saw, pulling up to a shell gas station.  "You Wanna make a quick memory?" I asked as he looked at me confused. "I mean you know" I winked as he pushed my arm. "Alright lets go" he said opening the door as I watched. Oh he's serious I thought to myself turning off the car as he was approaching the driver side.

"Get your ass in the car, before I expose you" he groaned making his voice deep. "Wooow, haha" I laughed walking to the passenger side. Yan started the car as he put it in reverse taking off. I waited for him to get on the highway before I reached for his composition book. He was jamming to Elhae album, as I was scanning through some of the stuff he wrote.

One page had all my attention as he was writing about his family, it confused me a little bit as he snatched it from my hand. He turned the aux down with this bitter look on his face. "That's private josh" he semi-groaned as I put my back towards the window. "You're my boyfriend, we made a promise to not hold anything from each other" I said as he didn't say anything.

"Yandel I'm serious bro, this will be our last trip together if you don't open up to me, how can I be the one you depend on if you don't trust me with your feelings or your life bae, let's be real" I semi groaned back as he started to bite his lip. "What's going with your family?" I asked as he just sat there. "YANDEL!" I screamed scaring him as he jumped in his seat.

"Their not my family josh, it's complicated, can we just talk about something else. Please" he sadly expressed with a deep sigh adjusting himself in the driver seat. "Bae, I just want you to know I'm here for you no matter what" I said reaching for his hand, kissing it.

The car ride got quite as music played in the background, I really wanted to know what was bothering him. I couldn't force it out of him, guess it was just one of those things I had to wait for. "Shawn is Marian" he mumbled as I looked over at him. "He's a undercover agent, he was hired to look after me by my parents, whoever they are." He said as I was confused.

"My grandparents and my parents aren't my real parents. I know it's a shock to me too, I'm actually scared josh" he softly spoke looking over at me. "Eighteen years I've been lied too and I don't understand why" he said before his phone rung.

I pulled it out the cup holder for him as the music stop playing. A wired number appeared on the screen as I handed it too him. He looked at the screen annoyed before he put it to his ear.

Yandel Pov:

"What?!" I groaned. "Seriously? Didn't I tell you not to speak on this situation Yandel, you can put you and that boyfriend of yours in danger" he semi-yelled in my ear. "Did you tap my line?" I asked as he cleared his throat. "No, but I did insert a microphone, for your safety. Someone else could have your line tapped, listen ...." he added on as I hung up the phone throwing it in the backseat as josh looked at me concerned.

"Let me guess Shawn?" He asked looking at me. "Let me guess you're in on this too? Playing me like a fool?" I spat back. "You think that low of me to do that too you after everything?" He asked as I gripped the steering wheel. "I'm sorry, it's just so much" I whispered. "What the hell are you saying Yandel?" He semi groaned. "Fuck it, he added a microphone into my phone so he can hear everything I'm saying" I said.

"Are you trying to scare me away or is your life really this fucked up?" He asked as I groaned out loud. "Ahhhhh, I don't even know, is this real life? I feel like I'm dreaming". Josh hands cuffed my thigh as he kissed my shoulder. "We will figure it out this summer, whatever it is" he calmly said. "Are you bringing the subject up to your family?" He asked as I shrugged.

"How do I mention something like this, oh hey mom I know you're not my real mother, but hey what's going on" I mimicked in a wired voice as he laughed. "It's a start, look all families have secrets bae, maybe it isn't as big as you think" he said as I rolled my eyes. "Josh, which of my parents I look like?" I asked as he sat there. "That's what I thought, fuck me and my life" I dryly said.

He chuckled "look I was trying to help, but keep talking like that I just might" he laughed. "I'm sure, but gone nap because I'm tired of driving already, you know this your job now, you said let you take the driver seat so I am" I smiled as he burst out laughing. "Woooow, I meant in our relationship" he said still laughing. "And we are in a relationship and I'm giving you control, so nap" I said smiling at him as he leaned his seat back. "Ight, wake me when we get there" he chuckled as I pushed his shoulder.