Chapter 23

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I watch as he goes in the bathroom and locks the door

When we are alone he leaves the door open when he's using the bathroom and if not then he closes it but he don't lock it, he told me it's a childhood fear

"Mateo open the door" I sigh heavily

He doesn't answer

So I just kick the lock and it busts open

"Come near me and I'll swallow these pills" he threats

"Mateo put it down" I say watching him carefully

"No, I wanna die...let me go"

I go to grab the pills but he pours them all into his mouth

"No Mateo" I yell he bends over and violently coughs not letting the pills fall out his mouth

"Spit them out" I say squishing is cheeks and he shakes his head no and I force him to spit them out

He needs serious help, what happened to my baby, I miss how he was last year before I had to leave him😪 the loving Mateo who would always want a kiss every second of the day, who I'd play fight with for hours, the boy that would want a 'hug' but really wants to grind against you  instead 🤧

I send Ayleo a message

 (FINDING A PICTURE THAT LOOKED LIKE MATEOS ACTUAL ARM WAS SO DAMN HARD😭😭😭)

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(FINDING A PICTURE THAT LOOKED LIKE MATEOS ACTUAL ARM WAS SO DAMN HARD😭😭😭)

"Mateo were going to Ayo's house" he looks at me. "Why?" He asks " we haven't seen them for a year"

Ayo and Ashanti's house

We walk in and I hug Ayo, Mateo just stands there, Ashanti walks into the living room and I notice she has a baby bump😭😍

"Your pregnant?!" I ask and she nods rapidly as I hug her...I'm so happy for them both "congratulations" I say before sitting on the couch with Mateo "thank you" Ayo says

"You alright bro?" Ayo asks Teo but Teo stays silent and just looks at him

Ayo goes out the room and comes back with something that looks like a blunt

"Babe stop smoking that shit in the house" Ashanti complains opening the windows

"This is the last time bae, Mateo just needs to hit some of this real quick" he says walking across the room to us

He hands the blunt to Mateo and Mateo hits it

He's smoking that shit like he's smoked weed before....he probably has

After he hit it a few times, he started to get high...his eyes are red

"Ayleo" he mumbles passing him back the blunt

"Are you good?" Ayo asks and he nods
He lays his head on my lap and stares at the ceiling

I massage my acrylic nails through his hair, he starts slowly falling asleep

"I wanna see his arms" Ayo sighs

I carefully roll mateos sleeve up trying not to wake him

"He needs to go to the hospital Paris" he says examining the cuts

"I know and when I told him he switched on me that's when we started arguing ", Mateo pulls his arm away and puts his hand back in his pocket

"I think he's bipolar, we would be talking then 2 minutes later he will yell at me"

"Well when he wake up he's going to the hospital whether he like it or not" Ayo sighs

A few hours later - 7:45 (nigga slept for a whole 3 hours)

"I'm not going" he refuses so then I look at Ayo

"Mateo your going" he says sternly

"And what happens if they try to keep me overnight?" he asks

"They won't your not getting checked for the things you can do with your eyes your getting checked for bipolar" I tell him

"I don't have bipolar"

"Better safe then sorry" I told him

"I DONT HAVE FUCKING BIPOLAR" he yells at me

"Mateo....stop. Yelling. At. Me." I say breaking down my words

"I DIDNT EVEN YELL AT YOU " he yells again...I'm getting tired of this "Annoying Bitch" he mumbles

"Aye no your taking it too far, stop" Ayo says pushing him away

"You know what, fuck you don't go to the hospital...you bipolar psychotic ass bitch don't message me ever again and don't come to my house because I don't want to hear it...me and you were over" I say before walking out

When I got into my house my mom was home

She saw that I had tears rolling down my cheeks

"What's wrong Paris?" She asks as I lock the door

"Nothing" I say running up to my room she follows me...with some guy they walk into my room

"Paris say hello to your new step dad" I look at him

"No he's not my step dad, I have a dad I don't need a step one" I mumble

"She's a little upset, probably cuz that boy Mateo" she says

" why everything gotta be about Mateo huh?" I ask her then this guy looks at me "Mateo Bowles?" He asks

"Yes why?"

"Because I-I'm his dad"

Ohhh shit finna go down🙊😊

Was it best that Paris broke up with Mateo or worse and why?

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