A month passed since xiumin left me.
Jin lee unnie and suho oppa's doing pretty well.
So am i.
“thanks for the whole month,unnie.“
I lived with jin lee unnie for a month.
If i go to my house, i felt like i'm gonna remember xiumin, so i stayed with them for a month.
“are you sure you wanna go?“
“yeah, thanks unnie.“
“i'll take care of joo-hyun and ji-hyun for a while till you get settled.“
“thanks.“
.
I was walking home, when i saw the sticker photo booth. i remembered taking pictures with xiumin. i went in. the seats we sat. i can remember. us sitting there. talking and laughing.
Memories.
“why isn't the camera working?“
The picture of us xiumin sticked in the middle of the wall. it's still there.
“......“ i touched the photo. i quickly came out of the booth cuz i felt like i was gonna cry again.
I arrived at the front of the door.
Memories.
“joo-hyun!! ji-hyun! i'm here!!“
“how'd you know my house password?“
“joo-hyun told me the password. heheh“
I opened the door. it was dead silent inside. i see the living room. i imagine you on sofa.
Memories.
“i miss joo-hyun and ji-hyun“
“sleep in bed xiumin!“
“no you sleep in bed!“
“fine. then i'm sleeping on the ground.“
“ugh,fine.“
It feels like you're gonna open the door and come out of the room. i go in my room. i feel the cold air. i look at my bed.
Memories.
“i like you. a lot. as much as you like suho hyung.“
i remember you hugging me in bed when i had a headache.
I couldn't resist. tears came out. i just layed in bed with no face expression, not even wiping the tears. as i layed down, i felt the warmth as if you were hugging me.
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I went to sleep.
