Sorry, i'm late. (Xiumin fanfic)

Sorry, i'm late.

Suho oppa and jin lee unnie drived me back home, without a word. Jin lee unnie walked me in the house.

“You must be tired, go in your room and get some sleep.“

I nodded and went in my room.

“......“ the room was cold yesterday, but now it was a lot warm.

I carefully walked up to my desk.

Then i grabbed a cutter knife, which will make all my pain and tears stop.

With the knife, i went over my wrist right away.

It hurted a lot more then i thought. but i didn't stop.

I cut over my wrist over and over again, harder and harder. in few minutes, puddle of bloods were on the ground.

I felt like fainting, but i was able to stand by holding my desk.

But now, i didn't even have strength to hold on to the desk, and i dropped to the ground. My vision was fading.

“i'm sorry joo-hyun, ji-hyun...“

Now, i'm a very bad sister of joo-hyun and ji-hyun. But i can't take the time back.

“........xiumin....“ i carefully called his name.

“....if you see me..... just hug me without a word.“ tears rolled down my cheeks.

If i die, will i be able to meet xiumin...?

...even if i can't, dying is better. i can't live in a world without xiumin.

Now, i had no more strength in my body.

I hear jin lee unnie's footsteps coming towards my room. I closed my eyes.

Forever.

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Xiumin,

“sorry, i'm late.“